@goshik.iii:
This was ur fav pic of us<3
@goshik.iii:
Went to Paris for u<3
@goshik.iii:
It's not the same without you my love.
Why did you leave me?—-
"It's been a year since you are gone." Goshiki starts speaking "I miss you."
It was silent. So silent
"Emma told me she already said hello" he slowly sits himself down on the ground "she went with your parents and sister, I'm going to visit them too later."
...
Silence.
"It's so weird without you.." his voice suddenly breaks "I- I know how much you hate your birthday.. but it became so sad.. two years ago we celebrated it together with all our friends.. they all miss you too of course"
Silence.
"I'm sorry."
Silence.
"Im so sorry my love."
Silence.
Sobs
"Im sorry I couldn't be there for you. I'm sorry for believing you when you said you were okay. I should've known you are not."
Silence.
"Y-you told me not to blame myself but.. but how couldn't I? I wasn't there when you needed me. I should've known how you really felt, how bad it all was for you. But no. I was blind while believing your lies"
Silence.
"I can't get over the feeling something is missing ever since you are gone. I miss you so much and it hurts to know I will never hear your sweet voice or See your beautiful face again. I won't ever get to learn any new words in German because you are gone and you were the one teaching me. I won't ever get my face being filled with kisses because you should be the one doing it. I- I won't ever be able to say how much I love you to your face because you are gone now. I can't ever hug you again. I can't ever play volleyball with you anymore. I can't ever text with you anymore. I won't receive any new face times from you. I won't see any outfit checks anymore. I won't ever hear about kunimi being an ass anymore. I won't ever see you again. I won't ever talk to you again. I won't ever hold you again. I won't ever..."
"It's hurts to know I won't ever be able to love you again"
Sobbing
"I miss you so much Martha."
His hand placed on the name what was graves into the cold stone.
Then he stands up and leaves the graveyard behind himself to join her family at their house, no surprise he found Emma and kunimi also there
"Hi." Emma started smiling softly at him "how are you"
"Could be better, what about you two"
They nod in agreement
It's so silent.
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