Chapter 14
Day of Peace
~Jordans POV~
On the ride home it was pretty silent. Wiktoria was worrying and worrying about this situation. While I was looking out the window watching the drops of rain pour down on the glass.
You know when you were a child and you would see which drop out of the two would reach the bottom first. And then you would get really competitive with it. Well if you didn't do it I used to. And that's what I was doing but I did it in my head obviously.
Ash was driving us home and would not look anywhere else then the road. I then looked around and saw Wiktoria. Worry in her eyes as she twiddled her thumbs in her lap looking out of the window just like I was. I really wonder what she was worrying about. She was the one that had been crushed. She was the one that was innocent. Harry needed to beg for her, plead for her, and do anything for her forgiveness.
"Vic?" I asked curious wether she was alright or not.
"Mhmm" she simply stated back. Lost in her thoughts.
I put my hand on her hands and looked into her eyes. "I will be there if you need me to, I will be right beside you if your scared! For all I know Harry will need to beg for your forgiveness. Just put this in mind Hun, a kiss is nothing to break up a relationship for. He was drunk and the alcohol ruined his mind. Take that into thought when you talk okay?" That was an essay!
"No no, I can do it by my self no need to worry, and I will take it into mind! Thank you for everything Jordan! I love you!" The worried eyes soon turned to reassured eyes.
"I love you too" I never say I love you unless I really mean it. And with Wiktoria i do! a thousand times over!
Those three words are just let out of people's mouths so meaninglessly now a days. I sound like an old person when I say this but love is love, I say 'I love you' when the time is right, not just because I want to get into bed with them. You have to be ready for everything you have to take on with love! The commitment, communication, compassion but also the Hurt, heartbreak and the pain caused if that love is ever broken. It all comes down to trust really!
My mind circle the word trust over and over again...
Trust!
Trust!
I TRUST Niall with my life! Whenever I am not with him I yearn for his hugs, his smell, his touch, his voice and the kisses we share together.
I think I am in love with Niall.
It may be way too fast but I mean I feel like I have known him for years. The conversations we have with each other, we never have an awkward silence or ever end up with nothing to say. They were never ending conversations. We could talk for hours on end and still have stuff to say.
Thinking about this I twiddled my promise ring and thought about it some more. I think it's time to tell him.
But what if he doesn't love me back? What if he thinks its too fast?
Before I could think anymore we turned up to Harry's place. Niall obviously wanted to stay with him until he was properly sober.
"Here we go" ash said turning to both of us in the back. Jordan hadn't said a word all the ride home. I didn't even think she was in the car.
"Thanks ash! Thank you both of you for your help and patients with us! Keep in touch yes?" I said.
"Of course my lovelies, and your welcome anytime you know that" Jordan replied.
We all looked at Vic. Wiktoria still looking out the window.
"You will be absolutely fine Vic. This will all be sorted out." He stopped looking at Wiktoria and put a hand on jordans thigh and looked into her eyes. As he started again.
"Trust me I'm a guy and we all make mistakes but once we have done what we have done we want to take it back so much. It's called Mans pride. We regret every mistake." He stops gazing into her eyes and moves back to wiktoria.
"Promise me you will listen to what he has to say yer?" I can't believe that came out of his mouth. I didn't think he was that sensitive.
"I promise and thank you" she chokes out. We get out the car and wave to Jordan and ash as they leave the driveway.
We get into the flat and I am met by more worried eyes but they are nialls.
"NIALL!" I shout running up to him and jumping into his arms. My legs around his waist and my arms around his neck. He is holding my butt for support! And other reasons me thinks!
"JORDAN! I missed you and it's only been a day" I looked up to his face and the worry soon turned into reassurance. Just like Wiktoria. "I missed you too nialler!" We kissed and the kiss was a romantic one, loads of passion and it lasted for a couple of minutes. We both pulled away and out of breath. He put me down and intertwined our fingers as we slumped on the sofa.
Wiktoria sitting next to me as Niall was on my other side. "Niall where's harry?" Wiktoria asked.
Niall gulped and tightened his grip on my hand.
"H-he hasn't come out for ages" he choked out nodding towards harrys bedroom door. with that said, wiktoria calmly walked over to his door.
"Harry it's Wiktoria, please come out, I still love you no matter what, we can get through this, we can discuss this, I will listen to what you have to say, you were drunk and that's why you did it, I understand fully! And maybe you just got that girl mixed up with me. alcohol fucks up your mind. Even though I still don't know how you would get me and that blonde bimbo mixed up!" Me and Wiktoria both giggled and looked at each other and at the door again.
Still no answer. "It's no use" she said. "Lemme try" I say and I walk up to the door.
"Harry, it's Jordan look I meant what I said in the club, never say that again to me. It was wrong harry, it hurt me and Niall and its not right. I love that were close but saying that made me think twice. But I don't hate you at all. As long as you don't hurt my girl again. Coz when you hurt her you hurt me twice as much because not only do I see the pain she goes through but I feel it too and it breaks my heart to see her like that, please can you just at least look at her, or please open-" before I could finish he had opened the door an grabbed. Never looking at anyone else. He slammed it shut and stared at the ground sitting on the edge of the bed. I decided to join him so I sat aside him.
"Harry?"
"I can't do this" I paused waiting for an explanation or more information at least.
"I can't do this to Wiktoria I can't do this to Niall an I especially can't do this to you!" He hangs his head low.
"What can't you do Harry? Wiktoria will forgive you trust me and me and Niall forgive you! You were drunk!" I say as I put my hand on top of his.
"I..I... I" he stammers
"Just say it Harry! God dammit what's wrong with you?" He looks right into my eyes. His heart on his sleeve and he looked distraught. He looked like he hasn't slept in days and has hollowed out cheeks.
"I LOVE YOU JORDAN"
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SORRY IT'S SO SHORT BUT EVERYTHING WILL BE EXPLAINED IN THE NEXT CHAPTER WHICH I AM WRITING NOW!
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