Perfect Two (Niall Horan Fan Fiction)

Chapter 6-Whats going on?

Chapter 6

 ~JORDAN'S POV~

I stormed out the room. I slammed the door. I dont care how long, or how far i have to walk. I will find out what they are hiding from me. Why is it so important that they have to hide it from me. I mean, if its about niall i am allowed to know, but wiktoria thinks i have feelings for him. I saw the boys today so it cant be about them. But it has something to do with them. 

After walking for about an hour, i reach their flat. 'Do i do this?' i think to myself, looking up to their floor. Are they even here? I mean they said they had to go somewhere. And they did say they were gonna come back. I need to see them no matter where they are.

I marched into the building. Not a care in the world. Budging everyone out the way. I walked past the lift and straight up the 7 flights of stairs. With tears streaming down my face, upset that wiktoria didnt tell me, worried that it might be Niall, I reached there door. Putting my arm up to knock, I hesitated for a second, my hand still in the air. I thought for a minute but went back to knocking. 

 After knocking violently for about the 5th time, someone answered. It was Zayn, i still had the tears down my face, still crying. "alright, alright what do you-" he stopped talking. "Jordan?" 

"We all need to talk" i sternly say. His eyebrows knot with confusion as i brush past him and walk into the living room. 

"Jordan!" they chorus. everyone except Niall. Oh he is there alright, just not talking to me or knowing of my existence. "NO!" I shout, as i push them away. 

"Whats the matter?" Liam asks, sounding really concerned. I am not the one to deny a hug.  

"i have been talking to wiktoria-" i say, realising that Harry's eyes light up whenever i mention Vic! 

"i can tell when shes hiding something from me, and she is. She wont tell me what it is but she blurted out something about you guys!!" they all look at me with shocked faces, at how serious i was being.

"well i can see, Niall is absoloutly fine, but he obviously doesnt know of my existence!!!" i shout, getting louder and louder. Now the tears were running down my face, while my cheeks puffed red with anger. 

"jordan, i think we need to calm down, and talk this through!" Harry says, gently touching my shoulder soothingly. "no!!" i shout pushing his hand away. 

My eyes snap onto Niall. He's looking down at the ground. Looking almost guilty. He brings his eyes to meet mine. He doesnt say a word. 

"UGH!!!" i storm out. Slamming the door behind me. After the news i just got about my dad, and finding out that Niall was all okay, all fine hanging out with his mates, while i was at home worrying about him blaming it on myself, watching my phone just incase it was him. 

My phone keeps ringing and ringing. First it was Harry, then Louis then Liam. My mum texts me explaining about how my dad died. Why do i want to know? how do i even feel about this? Why do i live if everything that happens is bad in my life?

I start thinking to myself. I walk all the way back to Lancing, where i used to live. My favorite place to escape to was the park opposite from where i used to live. I think to myself for a while. My mind goes onto my dad. I didnt even know him, why am i upset? should i be happy that my dad is dead, i mean he did walk out on me, he did brake his promise. But i should never be happy than someone has died. Maybe i was upset because i never got to know him better, i never really had a dad.

Then my mind turns back onto Niall. How am i worrying about him so much? I mean, even though we have only known eachother a few days, i am so close to him. We used to talk constantly. But obviously not anymore. But why did he not tell me that he was home safe. Oh i dont know. Maybe i should just stay here for a few more hours. Think a bit more. Clear my mind. 

Authors Note~ A bit short too, but i am doing another chapter as we speak. Been a bit hectic so i wasnt able to update sorry :/ anyways like i always say, vote, comment, share! bye lovelies xx