Perfect Two (Niall Horan Fan Fiction)

Chapter 20 ~ Some things never change

Chapter 20

~Jordan's POV~

Their going on tour and he didn't even tell me? But it's a world tour? Did Louis say world tour?

That's all around the world! That's Niall, gone for a whole year. No I can't handle that. No no no. I can't.

Jordan stop thinking about yourself. This is his job. He has to do this.

Ugh! Why does love have to be complicated. I want him to go, but I don't want him to go.

I ran into the bathroom not caring about my ankle this time. I slammed the door shut and turned the tap on for the water. I then took my top off and bottoms. I thought whilst undressing.

What if he just leaves me. I don't even know when they are leaving for tour. What if he's leaving tomorrow and that's what he wanted to talk to me about. .I am not going to talk to Niall about it. I just want to see what happens. Don't talk about it Jordan. It will only create an argument.

I got my iPod out of my pocket. I needed a song to calm me down. I needed a song which I love. I need a song that the lyrics tell my story.

I clicked on the title and it instantly played. I quickly turned the water off, seeing that it will nearly overfill if I let it run anymore. I slowly got in the bath with my ankle submerged in the water.

I regret not caring when I ran to the bathroom. It aches like hell.

The songs intro finished as I looked at the plain white tiles of the bathroom walls. I started to sing. A Thousand Years.

"Heart beats fast

Colors and promises

How to be brave?

How can I love when I'm afraid to fall

But watching you stand alone?

All of my doubt suddenly goes away somehow" my hair was getting a little wet so I reached for the hair band on top of the box of medicines next to me. Tying up my hair in a messy bun I start to sing again.

"One step closer" My favourite part of this song is the chorus. And it fitted so well in Breaking Dawn Part 1.

"I have died everyday waiting for you

Darling don't be afraid I have loved you

For a thousand years

I'll love you for a thousand more"

After singing the chorus I closed my eyes and let my head fall back. I felt like a weight lifting. As light as a feather. Like I was worry free just for this song. I am so calm at the moment, my ankle doesn't even- OUCH! Okay maybe if I think about it. It hurts like a bitch.

"Time stands still

Beauty in all she is

I will be brave

I will not let anything take away

What's standing in front of me

Every breath

Every hour has come to this

One step closer

I have died everyday waiting for you

Darling don't be afraid I have loved you

For a thousand years

I'll love you for a thousand more" thankfully this song wasn't a loud song so nobody could hear me sing.