The Twisted Fates | First Khaotung

A punishment pt.1

Suddenly Khao looks up at First and says, "was I a troublemaker today phi?"

First is so confused to hear that. "What are you asking Khao!"

"I made unnecessary fuss today!" Khao pouts.

"No don't worry about it!"

Khao then gets up and sits near him. "Punish me Phi!" First freezes to hear that! What in the world he meant by that?!

"Puni...Punish you?" First asks his eyes widened. A lot of thoughts and scenarios coming in his mind. He prays that Khao is talking about something else and not what he is thinking.

"Yes! Like you always do if I do something wrong or upset you" He looks down pouting. "Don't you remember? Two weeks ago only ...you punished me when I asked for another tattoo...and you said my latest waist tattoo hasn't healed completely yet...." Khao raises his shirt up to show his tattoo on waist which still seems to be red at some places. First gulps a lump formed in his throat as his reads what tattoo says - Born Beautiful. Khao moves his finger over it proudly. "How can you forget phi! You tattooed this on me when I was feeling really low and ugly about myself....but then I asked for one more and you said that I was being too greedy so you punished me!" He fidgets with his hands.

It is so much information to take in for First that he just lie there speechless. The waist tattoo is so hot and it brings Khao's slender waist out beautifully! First feels frenzied just to think about kissing that tattoo! He brushes off his thought but Khao's next move doesn't help him. Because Khao gets up and straddles over First sitting over him. He rolls his shorts up showing his upper portion of thighs. "But you see phi, I was asking a new tattoo here....over my first tattoo....not near the waist..." He points over a sentence that was inked over his upper thigh of left leg and it was running till his inner thigh. First reads it as well "Mother, don't worry about me". First's heart drops as he remembers that Khao is orphan.

"you didn't fully hear me....and just hearing about another tattoo angered you....so you punished me...."Khao presses his lips into thin line as he leans forward. "But today I want you to punish me....so that I won't upset you like this.....I promise .... phi"

This is too much for First to handle. He doesn't know what to say. Khaotung being orphan and got into relationship so young....probably didn't know anything about healthy and toxic traits. He calculated backwards- Khao is now twenty so he probably was just 18 when he and Second started dating. He feels disgusted by thinking about his own brother and his intimate relationships. He doesn't know what his brother is into. He just hoped that whatever he is thinking now is all wrong and what Khao meant by punishment would be just about something silly.

First understands that not every practitioner of such "punishments" has a history of parental or attachment problems, or a history of painful childhood problems. There are many routes that can lead a person into the world of sadomasochism. But he knows Second had problems growing up. He just wishes that Khaotung is not naively pulled into something and consented through proper understanding of it. But why is he caring for khao so much? Like he is his?

First assures himself that he DOESNT care about khaotung and why he is worrying right now is because he doesn't want to be a part of any of this.

"you are so tired now a days phi....that you zone out so often ....and you don't even remember so many things,...it makes me worry....!" He pecks First's lips. First fights his urge to just pull Khao and kiss him again deeply. Khao gets off from the bed and opens the cupboard..."Do you want me take the box out and remind you?" Khao points towards the drawer which is locked.

Thats the exact drawer on left for which First doesn't have access to! Second specifically told him that it will be locked and he can't open it at all. But there is another drawer on the right for First to keep his things. But he remembers that Second mentioned Khao won't open those drawers at any cost. ???? How come Khao points at it? May be Second thinks he knows Khao well but he doesn't!