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MISSING YOU, ever since soomin has returned in korea, engene's are shouting soomin's name in today's enhypen fanmeet and that slightly made jungwon smile and happy since real one's didn't forgot her existence even after a long year has passed by without her.
"if missing soomin is a crime, then i would be in jail" jungwon's ment with a smile in his face made the crowd go crazy since they already accepted jungwon's feelings towards soomin especially towards their said relationship but ended so quick because of the public's response.
in their surprise, new engene's have shouted "are you guys dating?!" which made jungwon surprisingly got speechless. while the other members cooed, teasing jungwon but didn't answered the question instead jungwon got sad and silent but gave that engene a smile.
"i don't really know about that" sunghoon answered, actually changing the topic as he posed like he is thinking about something. heeseung pats jungwon's shoulder, "it's okay." said by heeseung to jungwon, earning a nod and small smile from jungwon.
but after they talked with the engene's for awhile, they proceeded to meet a few of the engene's who have attended the event. jungwon waved at the fan "thank you for coming at the event, hope you had enjoyed it" jungwon said as he gave her his smile. "i really do enjoyed it! but jungwon-ah.." the fan said which made jungwon waited for her reply.
"i really want you to be happy all the time, i know it's hard ever since soomin have left. but i want to let you know that i'll always support and give you all the love you and soomin deserved as a couple we failed to protect in the beginning." the fan said as she started to tear up, which made jungwon got touched by the fan's message. "ah.. thank you so much, and you too! please don't cry" jungwon replied as he nodded, giving her a sad smile. comforting the fan by high fiving with her.
"i really want you both to come back, and soomin returning in the group as ot8" the fan replied which made jungwon smiled "it'll happen for sure, one day." he said as he also hoped that day will come.
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while soomin in the other hand was composing her lyrics for her other tracks for her coming second solo album, she is working 24/7 that she didn't have time to read some of the fan letters that have been sent to the company ever since she have left to hiatus.
she is happy to know that they are sending letters for her to read, even if she's in hiatus. even though it is only a fan letter, she appreciates small things about engene's about their longing love and support to soomin. even if it hurts engene's to see what soomin is going through, they have been sending comforting and encouragement messages through twitter.
knowing that soomin's favorite thing to do is to read the engene's messages, as if they are both sharing what their day has been. which hurts the engene's heart that soomin is unable to read their messages, and how soomin faded as if the sun have never appeared to make people's life bright- but darkness. explains how engene's were in pain to know that there is no 'her.' around.
now that she is halfway finished with the first track's lyrics, she sighed tiredly as she stretched. "time to produce the beats" she said to herself as she tried fitting the beats in the lyrics, creating a youthful and romantic track. "ohh, this fits" she continued as she feel so proud creating her first track, recording a demo to show to the production team tomorrow.
as soon as she finished creating lyrics and the beats, especially for the demo track she created, she went to title the track "passed years." before creating a few demo tracks that will be picked to be in her solo.
she smiled to herself as she finished off the last track she created "this one is for you, jungwon-ah." she said to herself as she named the tracks title to "dear, everest" soon as she finished, she stretched and took her things before wrapping the day with creating her own solo tracks.
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jungwon has started sending a letter to soomin, a blank letter which symbolizes his longing love towards soomin. ever since he watched a movie with soomin before, of couples who were seperated like a long distanced relationship, they both have promised to be sending blank letters if they miss each other.
as it easily makes them know that it's their partner, that's why jungwon have started to send blank letters to soomin even if they didn't promised each other about it. but jungwon is sure that soomin will automatically know that it's him sending those letters, as it brings back memories.
even though during that time, they were nothing, but friends.
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Fanfiction"come to think of it, i'm the mother of 6 childs" in which choi soomin debuts as enhypen's 8th female member. added member series # 1 ╰╮jungwon x reader oc キ : narrations + sns ラ : english + on-going 仌 : wonziki 2022