Forbidden and Real Part 2

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Everything feels numb right now and it's really scaring me.. My fingers can't stop trembling at the thought of Lily and I can't keep on pretending to be happy for Charlie any longer. 

When I was 16, Satan told me an unforgettable story about power and greediness. Satan had tried to kill himself but when he eventually successfully ended his life he grew wings and horns in the after world. He was the first one to have killed himself in the entire world and because he looked different everyone beat the shit out of him in the after world. Turns out everyone that died naturally were the greedy ones with all the power while Satan was the real victim. Satan said that killing yourself just makes you a bigger target in the after world so I shouldn't end it now. 

It was hard for Satan to even survive in the after world but once he saw his advantages with his wings and horns, he began to work out and become who he is known today, a leader. Satan likes to come to town sometimes to do speeches about mental health and he has been doing a good job so far. He saved my life that's for sure but in reality, Charlie has been helping me cope even more. Satan has one of his minions watch over the emo kids to make sure they don't kill themselves which freaks me out sometimes because who the fuck wants someone to watch you 24/7??

 "Pim? Man you have to buy an energy drink or something you're falling asleep on the job! I thought you were excited about Trisha.." Charlie wiggles me around on Trisha's fancy beige couch till I'm fully awake from my daydream. "Huh? Oh shit, sorry Charlie I don't know what's up with me today.." I jolt my body out of the couch entirely. "You seem kind of off.. You were all happy at Smiling Friends but during our walk you must've gotten tired.. Here take mine I shouldn't be drinking that much because of Lily." Charlie goes into his tote bag filled with our Smiling Friends tools for patients and he hands me a Monster. I snatch it right out of his hands but the name "Lily" is still ringing in my ears. 

I chug it all in one sitting and Charlies eyes widen by the extreme behaviour. "Hey Pim, what's up with you! You typically hate energy drinks and especially hate chugging them! Man, talk to me, I'm all ears and Trisha is in the bathroom right now anyways."  SHIT, I forgot the actual reason why we're at Trisha Paytass' house. Me and Charlie need to focus on our job instead of wasting this icon's time! "No need, we have an icon to help!" I put my hands on my hips to try my best to act professional but it's no use, no part of my body can ever represent the word professional, nor, "Perfect..." Charlie digs through our Smiling Friends tote bag to find the perfect tools to make Trisha smile. 

"Omg! Sorry guys had to take a fat shit! So how am I going to relearn how to smile?" My eyes turn into hearts. Perfect is one word but Trisha is more than that. She is breath-taking and she's standing right in front of me wanting MY ADVICE!!!! "OMG HI TRISHA!! I'M YOUR BIGGEST FAN AND WE KNOW JUST THE WAY TO MAKE YOU SMILE!! My hands lift in the air and I do that dumb face while screaming that always makes Charlie smile. Charlie nudges my arm ordering me to calm down before we scare our customer but I can't control my excitement and I'm not even thinking about Lily right now! ..., never mind. "Well Pim, I have an interview for my new makeup brand coming out but it's just been oh so stressful! I think if someone else did it for me I wouldn't be so stress and could actually smile and be seen in public again!!" Trisha explains, having her hands cupped together in a praying stance knowing she's about to get her way. "Of cours-." As I'm about to finish my sentence, Charlie begins to stand in front of me "Mrs. Paytas, we can't be doing your work for you. Smiling Friends isn't allowed to do that for our patients anymore because of how kind Pim really is. Sorry but we have to go now." Charlie grabs my hand and drags me out of Trisha's manision while the tote bag is wrapped around Charlies hairy fat ogre chest. My heart beats louder than ever because of Charlies grasp around my hand. 

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