Miles X reader- short stories

Flower words - angst , fluff at the end

Miles looks at me with fear and confusion on his face , tears forming in his eyes , his lips parted but couldn't say anything.
"I hope you can understand , please don't be mad at me" I say as I look at the floor trying to avoid his burning gaze .
"Y/n.. please don't do this to me , we could talk it out , communicate , that's what couples do " desperation could be heard in his voice as the tears were dropping on his checks .
" we can't be together I mean I can't be with you ..I-"  " just tell ne the reason for it " he cut me off trying find out why I broke up with him all of a sudden,but I was too scared to tell him , afraid he won't understand me .
I was too lost in  my thoughts and I didn't notice Miles taking my hand into his as he walked closer to me .
"If I told you the reason , would you promise to try to understand me ?" " of course , you're the girl I love , I couldn't bear to break up with you not after we spent so much time together " he looks at the floor , hiding his tears but failing miserably .
Him crying  made the whole world around me break and collapse at my feet . I hated seeing people cry even if I didn't like them , I hated how emotional I was over nothing .
"My mental health ..I feel like sometimes it's too much , I don't even know if I want to be in a relationship  because of it . It's so exhausting " tears falling from my eyes and falling on the floor making a river around my legs , I felt like I couldn't go over the river and  overcome my fears , all my thoughts broke into a million pieces as Miles hugged me tight  " it  will be okay" he reassured me . His words grew flowers around me and I could finally jump over the river of tears.