[ii] sensational ↠ trey songz

Chapter Eighteen | Yes No Maybe

- Jazelle -

Tremaine Aldon Neverson. I've given this man my all. I've loved him more than I've ever loved anyone in my life. I never cheated or thought about it. What did I do to deserve this? Maybe, and only maybe if it was one, we could've worked it out. It was two. One of the bitches I met. She smiled in my face like she wasn't riding my man's dick a month before.

Right now, blasting Kehlani's 'Niggas' I was packing the last of my shit. I've damn near quit my job for this nigga, sitting at home, months on end watching his kids while he was out fucking dancers. Until I find an apartment-which won't be hard-I'll be staying at Chyna's. That's where the twins are now. Tremaine doesn't know that I know, hopefully I'll be gone by the time he gets back.

I'm young, I be sprung and

Sometimes it's just so damn fast

I'm not dumb, no I'm not dumb

I know exactly what went wrong in my past

So caught up

In what I thought it all should be

I'm locked up

So tired of losing parts of me

To all these niggas

Niggas gon' always be niggas

Can't afford to give my heart to these niggas

Ain't got time to lose my mind to these niggas

I'm not yours, never was and

I really just can't be mad

I'm the one, I know, I'm the one

And I'm completely fine with everything that I am

Too damn strong

To let you get the best of me

Took way too long

To find the light inside of me

Fuck all these niggas

Niggas gon' always be niggas

Can't afford to give my heart to these niggas

Ain't got time to lose my mind to these niggas

Niggas, niggas gon' be niggas

Walkin' 'round so small but actin' like they're bigger

Actin' so damn bitter, lettin' go of their temper

I ain't got the time so I'll crop that ass out that picture

I'd be mad if I stayed true, it ain't in me to play you

If I took you down, yeah you can't talk shit cause I fed you

You was lost and I led you, a part of me, boy I bled you

Thought you was the one but you actin' like one of these niggas

I bet y'all wanna know how I found out all this. No, I wasn't a nosy, insecure female who went through his phone. I found out that he cheated the same way Karrueche found out that Chris had a baby. Social media. I usually talk to my fans on Twitter once a week, we do a Q&A. In my mentions, there was a video and a picture. The video was of Trey and Mila J. The picture was Trey and a lightskinned girl naked, well you could tell because both of their skin was showing. She was asleep on his chest. It got removed quickly, but it's not removed from my brain. Tremaine knows I've been nothing but the best girlfriend to him. Yes, we argue and fight, but who doesn't. I just wish I would have turned down the show in Atlanta. I wouldn't have to deal with this.