[ii] sensational ↠ trey songz

Chapter Nine | Recognize

- Hodgy -

I was at home, chilling, like usual, bouta smoke, until somebody knocked on the door. Fuck. I opened it up and it was Jazzy, with both arms extended. She damn near knocked me over.

"Hey." I laughed, surprised that she just attacked me.

"I'm sorry." she laughed too.

"Nah ma, you good." I closed the door. She sat down in her favorite spot on my couch.

"What brings you by?" I asked.

"Nothing, just wanted to get out the house. I know it sounds like bad parenting, but Trey left out all night last night, so I thought why can't I either?" she replied.

"Damn. How long was he gone?"

"Til 8 AM. I was so fucking salty." I shook my head.

"That's why you need to come be with a nigga like me. I ain't gone hurt you like him J, and you know it. You just don't wanna admit it." I said.

"Gerard, we talked about this. I told you that if Trey and I don't work out, then I would see about you and I." she said.

"Yeah but look, y'all working out now?" She was silent.

"That's what I thought." I looked at her. I imagined me fucking her right here on the couch. The things I would do to this girl. Anyway, we just chilled all day until her nigga called.

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- Tremaine -

Man I can't do this. I love my kids, I love my girl. What the hell is wrong with me? Also I didn't wear a condom when Mila and I had sex. If she was to be pregnant I couldn't deal with myself. I called Jazzy to come help me with the babies. If I'll ever tell her I cheated, who knows?

"Hey baby." I said as she walked in the door.

"Hi. Where are my children?" she asked.

"They're fine, right here sleep." I pointed.

"Oh okay, cool." she sighed a sigh of relief.

"Bae, come here. We don't talk anymore, and I miss it." I said, and pulled her next to me.

"You wanna talk okay? Well explain this, where were you?" she asked.

"The studio, where I always go. I ended up falling asleep." I lied.

"Yeah okay. Let me find out Tremaine. And you know what else. I just don't feel like the love between us is where it was. You and I used to be so close. What's up yo? What happened to us?" she asked.

"Jaz, the same love I had for you since adolescence, is the same love I have for you now. It just feels different." I replied. I kissed her, and pulled her on my lap. I tried to unsnap her shorts before she stopped me.

"Trey I can't and you know it." she looked at me.

"You can do something else though." I smirked. She shook her head and started to unbuckle my belt. That is, until Kaiden woke up crying. He keeps pulling his hair and scratching his face.

"Mommy's baby it's okay." Jaz cooed after she picked him up. I went upstairs to grab his mittens, and my phone rang. It was a text from a number I'd never seen before. Inside was a video, I pushed play, and it was me fucking Mila. I shook my head and turned my phone off.

By this time, Kaiden was eating and I put the mittens on his hands. My daughter was so beautiful, peacefully sleeping. Looked like a reflection of Jazzy, well for now. I regret everything I said about my kids yesterday, I wouldn't trade them for the world.

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- Jazelle -

I knew Trey was lying about where he was, because you don't pull out a whole new outfit just to go record some songs. Now I'm not saying I don't trust him, but I just can't take being hurt anymore. Lord only knows what would happen if Trey were to ever be cheating on me. It can't be about me not giving him any, because when we first started this relationship, we didn't have sex for a couple months, so I'm sure he can wait for 6 weeks.

Besides, I know I give it to him like no other, and we do it all the time. I love him, I just don't want him to hurt me again. He scared me out of my thoughts by touching me on my leg. "I get to fuck the shit out of you next month." he whispered.

"Trey stop." I giggled.

"We can let the twins go with my mumma since they moved up here, and you and I are fucking everywhere. The kitchen, floor, couch, even in the pool. You gone love it bae." he said.

"Trey, I said stop. You gone get in trouble." I laughed.

"Alright, alright. But just know." he nodded. The doorbell rang, it was my lovely sister and brother-in-law.

"Awwww!" Adrienne screamed and took Kai from my arms.

"Dang Adrienne." I laughed and got up to hug Forrest.

"Hey Jaz." he said before sitting down and looking at Kamryn.

"I'm auntie Adrienne, and I'm going to be your favorite. I hope yo mommy don't have you around these dummies. And don't be letting these little thotties try to get you cause yo daddy is Trey Songz. Ok?" she asked Kaiden. He made some sort of noise, like he was agreeing with her. Trey and Forrest went to his den to talk. They don't ever wanna spend time with us.

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- Forrest -

My brother don't ever wanna talk to me, unless his ass is in trouble.

"Wassup fam?" I asked him.

"Alright, you know you my brother, so let me fucking get this shit out to somebody."
I shook my head.

"So. Yesterday when we came home, I got pissed because I had twins, and I wasn't sure that I was ready for them. I ended up leaving." he explained.

"Alright?" I asked.

"So you know Mila J? Jhené Aiko's older sister? The one who did Disrespectful with me?" he asked.

"Yeah, I heard of her."

"So I went over there, and ended up getting drunk so we fucked."

I got up, I was in so much disbelief. I can't believe he'd do this. That's fucking crazy.

"I can't help you no more Trey. You so damn stupid. You better fucking recognize what you got. You got bitches yeah, but she got niggas too, so you wanna fuck this up if you want to, I guarantee the day y'all break up she got a nigga there to comfort her and do everything you couldn't. I'm out man, I can't deal, I'm going back upstairs." I got up. My brother is so stupid.

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Hey y'all. This is the last chapter of 2014. It's not much but I wanted to give y'all something to go into 2015 with.

Honestly, this year was one of the worst years of my life, but I'm going to better myself in 2015. I'm not gone sit up here and say it, but I'ma do it. Wish me luck.

Merry Christmas 🎅🎄🎁💖

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Love y'all 😋😍😘