(Wind Breaker) The Green Rose's Thorns

Part 55

Aoi was hardly surprised that Suo tried to initiate something again, after they both nearly lost to temptation earlier that day. He wasn't surprised, nor against it entirely, but he still held onto some nagging reservations about it. Just sitting there while he was touched and teased, struggling to let go of his own inhibitions. Suo stopped and started, movements stiff and unsteady.

"You don't have to force yourself," Aoi spoke softly, caressing the wrist that wrapped around his waist with reassuring warmth. He couldn't see from this angle, but he could feel it in the breath passing over his neck and the way Suo's lips pursed there. The boy was clearly struggling with something, fighting his mind and body.

"That's not..it," his response came slow. Quiet, forced words that felt somehow incomplete.

"Then, what-?"

"I just. I don't really have..experience here. I don't want to..force you to.."

Aoi's eyes widened with a stark realization. A thought occurred to him that should have happened ages ago. With the looks he misinterpreted and the odd questions Suo sometimes posed. So many painfully obvious factors dawned on him all at once, making him feel like an absolute idiot for not realizing sooner. That didn't matter right now, though. It did, but how he felt on it wasn't the most important. That's what he told himself as he pushed himself into action. Freeing himself from the tender and shaky hold, turning slowly around on his knees so that he faced his partner head on. Studying his face, reaching out with trembling fingers and brushing stray strands of brown hair aside. Pulling Suo's face up from that downcast, pained expression so that he was looking eye to eye with himself.

"Do you..want to?," Aoi still couldn't say the words plainly, face burning hot and lips threatening to curl up as he braced himself for the answer. For what came after the answer, either way it went. The face peering down at him was equally as flushed, brow's pinched together and close to tears from the weight of it all. Suo nodded, unable to find his voice. Aoi studied his face just a moment longer, making doubly sure that was what his partner wanted. Then he leaned in, a kiss, slow but dripping with passion. Kickstarting their burning desire's momentum, setting them into motion.

He pulled back just a bit, checking in with a quick glance before his kisses traveled over Suo's jaw and down his neck. Suo was tense, and really a hot mess under Aoi's gentle lead.

"Just...don't overthink it," Aoi's voice is soft at his ear, almost painfully so with his current state. His breath was hot on Suo's neck, pricking the skin where his lips had been just a moment before. "Do you want to keep going?"

Aoi checked in again, waiting patiently for Suo's response. After an excruciating pause, Suo responded. He raised one shaky hand to Aoi's cheek, pushing his hair out of his face and cupping his face. Aoi took that hand in his own, pulling it around and kissing the palm, all while staring right through his partner.

"Y-yes," Suo finally answered. His voice was weak, and seeing him crumbling like that was a whole new rollercoaster for Aoi.

Slowly, shakily, Aoi pulled Suo's hand from his face. Stopping just under his chin, tongue pressed to the back of his teeth as he once again braced for his next steps. The next step being that he pressed his lips to the tips of Suo's fingers, making the boy's face turn an even deeper red as Aoi's tongue traced and wrapped around. First one finger was pushed into his waiting mouth, then a second. Suo felt the ball of that piercing amid the swirling heat inside and felt close to bursting then and there, covering his mouth in an attempt to stifle the whimpering sound that escaped his throat.

But Aoi wasn't done yet, gingerly pulling at his other hand and guiding it somewhere else. Somewhere much lower, breaching the thin layer of his unzipped hoodie and resting against warm sun kissed skin just above the lining of his trunks. Aoi hesitated for just a moment with his fingers tangled in the drawstring, then slowly pulled the loose knot out. He was certain that Suo would follow, as he slid his own fingers under the lip of the elastic band. With both hands together, one each, the trunks slid down and around Aoi's hips, bunching up at his knees.

"Aoi..," Suo squeaked out his name, but nothing more followed. Aoi released Suo's hand from his tongue's assault finally, leaning into Suo's shoulder as he then guided that one downward. Down and around, feeling Suo trembling under his palm.

"I..I don't..," Suo fumbled again, genuinely at a loss. Aoi brushed his lips with his fingers, unable to look him in the eye just then.

"Just like..with this," Aoi brushed his lips with his fingers, hoping that he would understand what that really meant. He flinched as Suo's fingers found their target, pricking at his skin as his hand slid around his rear. Then he forced himself to relax, realizing just how much of an oxymoron that really was.

He wasn't given long to ponder that as Suo slid the first finger inside, a little rough with it. Aoi grunted into the boy's shoulder, startling him.

"E-easy..it's not..a race."

Suo adjusted his pace, working up to the next finger slowly. He was still a little rough, but Aoi was losing himself in the sensation and letting out stifled moans. There was a knot tightening below his stomach, his face growing hotter and hotter as he got close, but he didn't want to just use his partner to make himself finish.

"Suo," Aoi started, but another little gasp interrupted him. He peeled his face away from Suo's shoulder, stopping the boy's hand. Aoi was a panting, heaving mess and Suo was way too quiet.

"Do you want...to try with this?," Aoi couldn't bring himself to say it directly, instead running his fingers lightly over the hard shaft under Suo's silken pants. Suo let out a sound finally, a strained little moan of his own where Aoi teased him below.

"Is that..alright?," Suo cupped Aoi's cheek with his free hand, aiming for a kiss but meeting forehead to forehead instead as they both tried to catch their breath. Aoi broke away first, a simple grunt for an answer before he wrapped his arms around Suo's neck and kissed him again. He was sure the other boy needed some time to think, to collect himself, but he didn't want to think about it anymore.

Suo seemed to understand at least somewhat, carefully lowering Aoi onto his back and sliding the trunks the rest of the way off. Aoi covered himself with his hand, even more out of breath after his violently passionate kiss. His body shook and rose to meet Suo's touch as he positioned himself more properly. He was well past his limit, and Suo could tell from the glazed over look in his eyes as he lay there panting and soaked with sweat. Aoi's face scrunched up for a moment when Suo went in, expecting the worst. What he got was far better than he had expected, his body arcing as each centimeter slowly slid inside. He let out a loud gasp, tears forming at the edges of his eyes at the sheer ecstasy he felt in that moment. Pleasure, and relief with the realization that there was no pain when he was penetrated. Suo stuck there for a moment, until Aoi opened his eyes and saw a deeply concerned expression on his face.

"I-it's...okay," Aoi reached up and brushed Suo's cheek with the back of his hand, his face relaxing somewhat.

"Why..?," Suo wasn't able to fully vocalize his question. He ran a finger under one of Aoi's eyes, wiping the tears away that hung there on his lashes. Rather than soothe, Aoi's attempt at reassurance looked like it only deepened the crease between Suo's brow.

"It just, it didn't hurt," Aoi looked away as he answered honestly. His face went red again, while Suo's brow pressed together somewhat.

"Did you expect it to?," Suo's face was stuck between a partial pout and a look of genuine worry. Aoi started to say no, but he happened to get a glimpse of that look and decided that honesty was the best policy here.

"A little bit," he admitted reluctantly. The momentum of the moment was long gone, and now he was starting to feel incredibly awkward stuck there like that while Suo interrogated him.

"If you thought it would hurt, then why did you do it this way?," Suo wasn't being cruel or harsh, but his words still cut a little bit.

"I...prefer it this way," Aoi's answer made both their faces deepen a shade or two. The awkwardness of their positioning finally hit Suo, and he apologized quietly.

"If..it starts to hurt, tell me," Suo pulled Aoi's chin so he had to look up at him when he answered. Aoi's eyes shook under his worried stare, but he nodded his answer finally. That was good enough it seemed, as another steamy kiss started up. Aoi shuddered as he pulled his hips back, snaking his fingers through the other's hair as he was once again overwhelmed by the feeling of pleasure and that hot knot in his abdomen.