Drowning in flames

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I remember the days I spent caring and loving you when no one did
Discarding me, throwing me away when you find success
For the longest time, I've bottled up my emotions but now I can't find the lid
When you left, to move on, I tried my best

Push me away to drag me close
Drowning in my flames of rage
I've started wilting, like a rose
I guess now we've reached a new age

Kill me, only to bring me back
Kick me down, and bring me up
Look at me with that glare, like you're about to attack
After this now I've been prepared to erupt

Why do you hate me so much
Tried to drown me in my pit of anger
Kiss my neck to mark your punch
Your love always runs out like a timer

When will this cycle end?
Leave me to rot to bring back my remains
Torture me and make amends
All this damage rewires my brain

The way you treat me is abuse
You no longer have an excuse
You're either with me or against me
From now on, I will be free!

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