mentions of- mental health, bl00d reminder pls talk to someone you love has this ❤️
Next Day.. You woke up feeling warmth around you and it was Minghao, You smile but removed him to get up. You were in the bathroom and you called your psychiatrist to make an appointment this afternoon,, You got out the bathroom and see Minghao was awake. "Morning honey". He said. You smile back at him and sit on your vanity,, "Why, what's wrong hm?" He questions and walks to you, You shake your head then he sits with you. You lay on his shoulder and he holds your hand "You can talk to me about it". "I feel like something is wrong with me.. I made you guys cancel your schedule because of me, Am I wasting your guys time?" You said. You got up then he holds your face "My love you know we have to take care of you, and look out for you.. Of course you're not wasting our time". He says while sulking, He pulls you in for a hug then you hug him back almost tearing up.. "Come on let's go eat" He smiles and you both go to the kitchen,, Y'all finish eating and the others go work while some stay home. You took your meds after breakfast and sigh.. You were getting bored so you did some yoga to relief stress, "Babe can you massage me please." You said. Minghao nods then you lay on your back and he puts soothing oil on his hands and massages you.. You close your eyes feeling relaxed,, He finishes then you rest on the floor for now. Your appointment was in a hour so then you changed into your top with a sweater and jeans, You got into the car with your staff member and drive off,, After that you arrived and you went inside and greet your psychiatrist.. "Hi Y/N been awhile how you've been hun?". She says. "My mood always turns off and on and yesterday I collapsed." You said fidgeting your fingers.. "Oh no, Are you okay?" She said and You nod and she exhaled. "By any chance have you experienced trauma?" She asked. "Yea my ex sorry should've told you early." You said,, "It's okay at least you waited, Um.. I wanna break this to you but I think you may have PTSD and depression." She says. You nod while smiling.. "How are you with Seventeen?" "I actually feel so great being with them they take good care of me and love me so much especially Minghao since he's my love." You said. "Oh wow, Yes I want you to always spend time with them but always take your meds Y/N please." She says holding your hand,, You nod then she gives you a warm hug.. "Oh take this it helps." She gives you a scrapbook. You thank her and go back home, You sigh and sit down on your desk and turn on your lamp to draw.. You were feeling much better and relaxed, Joshua comes in and smiles seeing you and looks at your drawing.. He takes a picture of you while you were still focused,, You finish and drew the whole members and start to color it.. After you finish and grab an empty pic frame and put the picture in and walk to the living room. You place it and smile.. "Guys come see!" You said. All the members heard you and they said "Wow Y/N, good job I love it". They took pictures and give you hugs, You were happy of what you did.. You did other activities that your psychiatrist told you to do and you were feeling less stress, Some of the members felt glad seeing you more calm which made them smile dearly at you. You took a really deep nap and led you to snoring,, "Wow I'm happy Y/N is doing better haven't heard her snore in a while." DK said and the others nodded and smiled happily,
You woke up and it was sunrise already. You stretched your arms and got up feeling relieved,, You decided to make breakfast for the members.. You cooked fried rice with some kimchi jjigae, Everyone got up by the smell and was surprised "Wow Y/N you did this for us, Thank you our princess." They said and you smile and eat with them.. You washed the dishes then Hoshi stops you "Y/N I can do it go rest please." He says then you give him a hug and led him to do it, You go to your room and read a book while listening to music. Minghao sits with you and lays on your shoulder while reading with you, He looks up at you smiling seeing your health is getting better. You finish reading then go to the bathroom and got a text on your phone from a familiar number you knew it was your ex "I miss you Y/N come see me." You heart started beating and you block him you held your chest heavy breathing,, Your hands were shaking so you tried grabbing a glass and it broke in your hands and you started crying. Minghao ran to the commotion and you fell in his arms seeing your bloody hand then he got you up fast and washed it, You cover your mouth from the pain as Minghao takes out the glass. He wrapped it in bandages and set you on the bed but you couldn't stop crying "Y/N, I'm here it's okay what happened now?." Minghao says as he hugs you and you slowly calm down, You inhaled your inhaler then exhaled.. You show him your phone then his heart dropped, "Howd he found out your number?" He asked. You shrugged,, "It's okay I'll tell the company about this." He says, "I'm sorry for making you worry it's my health.." You said while sulking, "Don't be sorry i'm here for you always okay? I love you." Minghao smiles and kisses your lips and You smile at him, Next Day.. You were sleeping in Minghao's arm while he was awake caressing you, He was sulking while looking at you and couldn't get his mind off from yesterday,, You woke up and just stared at the ceiling. "Morning my love you hungry?" Minghao asks, You nod then you both go to the kitchen.. He cooks you some ramen with kimchi your favorite,, He finishes and sits with you.. You fed him some and he smiles at you then gives you a cheek kiss,, You smile as your eating, You finish then Minghao washes your dishes.. You went back to your bedroom and sat on your desk and started painting on your white plain canvas you ordered. You were listening to Seventeen's songs with your noise cancelling earbuds, Minghao was watching you from the bed so he won't distract you..
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(her drawing is something similar to this, this is from pinterest and credits to the owner who painted this). You did some final touches and put it on your wall, You smiled at it then took a picture and posted it on your instagram acc.. After you read a book that had poems since you love poetry. You finish and grab your laptop and watch a movie, Then you turned on your humidifier and breathe into it while exhaling.. Minghao walks to you then taps your shoulder "Hm?" You said. "I'm gonna go work call me if you need anything okay? You'll be okay the others are staying home." You nod and smile and he gives you a lip kiss and you kiss back,, You went back to watching while Minghao leaves with some of the members.. You got up from your chair to walk to the living room then sat on the couch zoning out, Jun sits by you then waves his hand at you.. You stopped zoning out and just grin at him "You okay?" He says, You nod then he noticed your hand.. "Y/N what happened to it?" He says sulking, "Oh I just got injured." You said. Jun puts his hand on your shoulder and pulls you in for a hug.. You smile and stay on his shoulder while he caresses your shoulder,, Your head travelled to Jun's lap and he smiles down at you and you smile back then he squishes your cheek. Your eyes were feeling heavy but you tried to let it stay open.. Then you gave up and just fell asleep on Jun, He giggles and moves your hair. Jun had to get something so he stood up slowly and puts a pillow under your head and a blanket over you.. He came back then sat on the floor by you while on his phone, he took a picture of you and grinned at it. You woke up in the couch and the lights were off and the sky was dark,, Then you stood up to go to bed but Minghao wasn't there. You lay down and fell asleep..
