If I had to say what bothers me it would be the fact that I'm not wanted but needed.
Whenever I am included it's because I'm making their experiences easier. He wants me in Tennessee because he knows I can't say no.
He wants me to stay here so I can do his chores.
He wants me around because I'm useful.
When it's time to celebrate everybody forgets about me.
When it's time to rejoice everybody forgets about me.
When things are easy everybody forgets about me.
And I'm quiet because I'm considering others but I'm never considered.
I hold my breath because I want to be kind but everybody feels the need to yell at me.
I'm not important here.
Im not wanted here I am needed.
