I realized the things I cherished the most, the things I looked forward too and the people of admired. All of those things could continue on whether or not I was apart of them. I was so small in a world I wanted to feel important in. I was nothing in a world where I felt everything. I was overlooked in a world I payed so much attention to. I don't feel like it's time time and I don't feel like it's for me and that's okay.
It always comes down to this. Putting my all into things and it just not being enough.
Being shown that I'm replaceable and unimportant.
Being shown that the things people say really hold no weight.
Being shown that my impact will never be appreciated.
Syren was born to become somebody that would distract me from the world Messiah has to live in. It's just become another thing expected of me.
