𝐉𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐮𝐬 ✭ 𝙈𝙖𝙩𝙩 𝙎𝙩𝙪𝙧𝙣𝙞𝙤𝙡𝙤 ✭

{THIRTEEN}

He left. I was desperately begging him to stay, and he just rushed out the door. I can't even be mad; because this is the second time. It's what he does; he gives and he takes away. I still couldn't control the tears or sobs that happened after he left, but I listened to The Smallest Man Who Ever Lived by Taylor Swift a few times on repeat.

At least I wasn't sad for too long, cause anger flooded my body real quick. I mean, whatever, that's his choice; if he wants to be a fucking coward, then so be it. It was only 2:00pm and I had probably went through every emotion.

So, when Carter mentioned a party in the group chat, I was ready to go. While it got late and I was doing my makeup for the party, Adrianna texted me.

Adrianna

I saw you deleted
the post with Matt

What happened?

He dumped me.

What???

It's fine. I don't care
anymore. I'm done
dealing with his bs

We need to talk
tonight

Sure

I decided to Uber there, because I didn't feel like having to park my car somewhere. I had no idea if Matt would show up tonight. But I told myself I don't care if he did or not, because I shouldn't pay him any mind. I just focused on my mini dress and red lipstick I was wearing.

When I walked in, I saw my group sitting down in one of the probably multiple living rooms. I was fully ready to go and join them, but then Matt came into view, so I decided against it. In fact, I walked a completely different direction.

Adrianna

When Blair walked in, she looked pretty hot for a recently dumped girl. And I obviously caught Matt staring at her all the way up until she was out of sight.

I couldn't lie; I felt guilty. I was only trying to give Matt a hard time, not make him rethink his life choices. So I got up and tapped on his shoulder "I need to talk to you" I said, already walking away so he would follow. Once we reached a quieter area, I started to explain. "I know you broke up with her" I let him know.

"You must be over joyed then, huh" I can't believe he is really being petty.

"No actually. I'm pissed. I mean, cmon Matt, I was just giving you a hard time. I don't really think you shouldn't be with her" I was growing more passionate as I spoke, because his idiotic attitude was pissing me off.

"Doesn't matter; You were right. I am no where near what she deserves" he tried to explain, but none of that really made sense to me.

"Matt, she obviously doesn't give a shit about whatever you did in the past. I mean, she was always giving the same treatment right back to you anyways. And you wanna sit here and mope around because you're too much of a fucking pussy to realize that?" I feel like I'm scolding a little kid right now, but whatever.

"That doesn't matter. I was such a...cruel person, I can't be with her knowing how I was" he just keeps finding excuses.

"So you're telling me you're fine with never touching her again? Never kissing her again?" I was really having to dig deep into my convincing skills here "That you're gonna be just fine when she starts dating someone who isn't you?" And I knew that one would work. I could see him him visibly stiffen.