Pretending. I've always been good at pretending. I've made people happy. That made me happy too. If I had to pretend so they could understand me, then I could pretend like that! Why should I not? It made life so much easier for them, and for me too!
It shouldn’t hurt me. It's profitable. For both sides. I learned so many things thanks to it.
It shouldn’t hurt.
It really shouldn’t hurt.
It shouldn’t.
It shouldn’t.
It shouldn’t.
But it does. Why does it? Is it because I pretended so much that I don't know what I am without pretending?