Uthando lwashabalala

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Next morning (Sunday)

I wake up to my phone buzzing and multiple notification coming in .I notice that my "husband" is still in bed sleeping.

I wake up and go and do my hygiene and then check the notifications.

I go to my WhatsApp and everyone is sending me messages saying sorry I didn't get it at first but I saw Alex's message telling me to "go to Instagram "

I open my Instagram and I see a picture of Nkosi posted by another girl named Amanda.
I go in the account and see a video off Nkosi in a hospital carrying a child saying "sawubona Ndlovu umcane"my heart dropped

I scroll and see him bringing flowers to Amanda kissing her and to top it all up a family picture off all of them .I felt dizzy and just went to the bed and sat down,I didn't even want to wake Nkosi up

Just then his phone rang

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Nkosi

I don't like people calling me in the morning so I just take my phone from the pedestal and answer it.

"Bro you are trending number 1 on Instagram and Twitter" Steven says

"What !!!!"he says

I hang up and go to check

I open my Instagram and it's pictures of Amanda and my child everywhere

"Shit!" I say out loud

I look to my side  and see Amanda's eyes bloodshot red you can see that she has been crying .

"Baby I can explain" I say

"Nkosinathi nqobani Ndlovu what is this"she says

I just stand up and go to her side off the bed and try to hold he hands

"Dont you fucken touch me !"she says

I was very shocked because she has never sworn at me before even when we are arguing.so this indicates that she is angry

"Standwa Sami it was just a silly mistake ngiyathembisa" I say on my knees

"Silly mistake !so a child is a silly mistake"she says

"Baby I was gonna tell you "I say

"So a child that is 8 months is a silly mistake!I have done everything for you ..you told me that you weren't ready to have a child yet you have a child on your own .....yazin i am leaving !!"

I stand infront of her

"Standwa ngisacele siyilongise le Ndaba"I say

"Ayikho into engizoyilungisa lah mina nawe it's over and go and live happy family  uphume  kimi"she says

She pushes me.. goes in her closet and takes her suitcases packs everything and takes her car keys and bag.

"Manje uzoyaphi"I say

"Wena Hamba uyekhu Ndlovu umcane no Amanda uphume Kimi"she says

She walks downstairs and I follow her begging her to stay but she doesn't listen.