icarly: iplan our wedding

CHAPTER THREE

I can't keep doing this Harper especially to Carly she doesn't deserve that Freddie yelled!

I keep pushing her away and pushing her away I'm surprised she hasn't given up on me already Freddie says as he drops to the floor.

Freddie Harper says as her voice lowered.

Carly slowly pushed open the door.

You can never push me away Carly says softly as she walked over to Freddie and, sat down next to him.

Why do I keep sabotaging myself then every time I feel like I've made progress let myself get trigged Freddie said.

How about we make a new wedding planner that has a set intention. I really didn't have an intention when I did this, I made this planner. When I was sixteen, I was by myself because Spencer decided to do a junkyard run that day so I made this planner as a thought for later for a future Mr. icarly which at that time I didn't know if it was going to be you but I'm glad it is Carly explained as she smiled at Freddie.

You know these back and, forth beefs we've been having feel very similar to the way Sam and, I were but you and, I aren't   Me and, Sam Freddie explained.

It dose feel similar do you think it's because part of you misses that about you and, Sam Carly asked?

Why would I miss that though Freddie asked?

Because it felt safe it made you feel safe Carly explained.

Ugh hello I'm still in the room do you want me to leave Harper interrupts?

You can help yourself to anything in our fridge if you want Carly said.

Okay I'm going to get me a snack then and, watch some toledo house flip Harper said as she left the room. 

After Harper left Carly and, Freddie chatted for a bit. 

Freddie you were so used to chaos   you didn't know what stability looked like our lives weren't normal the moment we started icarly.  But they weren't normal before then either at least for you anyway Carly says as she grabbed Freddie's hand.

Your mom was chaotic and, Sam was well lovable but also chaotic Carly explained. 

True, I guess I've never really known what stability looked like it was never presented to me Freddie says.

So, you sabotage your healthy moments Carly replied.

With chaos Freddie adds.

Freddie, I love you and, I'm not going anywhere okay Carly said as she kissed his cheek. 

I love you too he said softly.

I'm going to spend some time with Harper and, tomorrow we can start working on our own wedding Planner okay she says as she rubs his hand.  

I like that idea Freddie replied. 

Carly then got up from   the floor and, left the bedroom she closed the door behind her to give him some space. 

After Carly left Freddie stayed on the floor and, he gets a text message. He opens his phone with a wallpaper of him and, Carly to see a text from Sam. 

Freddie throws his Pare phone a cross the room and, covers his ears and, starts to breathe heavily.  

Meanwhile in the other room Carly and, Harper were having girl chat while marathoning toledo house flip. 

So, did you and, Freddie figure things out Harper asked?

We did tomorrow were going to re-make this planner   Carly replied.

So, you're basically reviving the planner Harper said.

I guess you can say that Carly responds.  Then she thinks about it for a second and, realizes that Harper was making a joke

Ah, very funny I got the joke Carly said.

And this is why you're my bestie Harper says as she laughed.