Yeh Rishte Hai Pyaar Ke

Ruhi Rohit Podaar

I was standing in balcony watching the last rays of sun. As i recall the events of this month a lone tear escaped my eyes. Just a month before my life was going smothly, and one trip to mashuri destroyed it. On the occasion of my great grandfather's birthday my family had planned a vacation in mashuri and i arranged everything as they wanted to make his birthday memorable. I don't have a very large family like it used to be. There are only four members which includes my B. Nanu, B. Nani, Choti nani and myself. I met armaan there and fall in love at first sight, we spent lots of time together in span of four days, he was a lovely man as well as a great family man  and our friendship grew even closer. At diwali he asked for date and i agreed. But he didn't show up. The next day when I called him some girl picked up and told me to not to call again. I wanted to trust him but I couldn't. The same day a marriage proposal from Rohit came for me and I said yes. No matter who I trusted in my life, everyone has given up on me, i didn't have the courage to bear the pain one more time. On the day of rohit and my engagement i came to know that Armaan is Rohit's elder brother. Later that day i asked him why he did this and he told me everything i felt guilty for taking a hasty decision. I should have waited for him once and given him a chance to express his side of story. So I told him that I am going to break this relationship and tell the family that we both love each other. But he refused and said that he could not lead a happy life by breaking his brother's heart. He asked me to marry Rohit without telling anyone the truth and i agreed. I don't know why but i did. Maybe because i have naver seen my b.nanu this much happy from past 22 years. Maybe because i didn't had a heart to snatch rohit's smile. He always remind me of six year old ruhi, i don't want him to lose his smile like i lost mine. And after few rituals i became Ruhi Rohit podaar from Ruhi Neil Birla. At our first night i was so nervous and worried i didn't know what he expects from me but he understood, he respected my choice and space. We become friends, well he is my first friend and maybe a true one. B.nanu said he is just like my papa, that i found my neil. But Will I be able to become his Aarohi? Will i be able to love him like matashree loved papa? Rohit desrve the world and i don't think i deserve him. He deserve someone who love him, someone for whom he is not option but a choice, someone who can give him all the happiness he deserve and one thing is clear i am not that someone. Today he took stand for me in front of fufa sa its not like i can't stand for myself but if someone else is fighting from his family for me it's really heart-warming. After matashree i have learn to take stand for myself i was never dependent on anyone for anything. I love my family and i know they also love me. But i learnt it hardway to not to become so dependent on someone that your life stops after they leave. Today is our reception. I have decided that I will give my 100% to this relationship. Armaan and I can be friends but there is nothing more to that. Armaan has promised me that he will never love anyone else, but even if he breaks this promise, it will not make any difference to me, he has the right to live his life.
Let's move on Mrs. Ruhi Rohit podaar.