Control Your feelings

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So, decided that I will not show him that I know him. Even if he remembers in future I will pretend that I forgot about him. 

(Liar how can you pretend that you forgot him when you remember  him everyday said my heart.)

Aditya: Hi Miss. Deepika. he said forwarding his hand.

Deepika: I looked at his hand then just said Hello Mr. Aditya. Nice to meet you. I heard a lot about your company and its tech stack but didn't know you were the CEO of this company. I thought it was some aged person you know what i mean. 

Aditya : Do we know each other before?? 

Deepika: we.... no.. noo..... I don't think so that we ever met.
Aditya : Oh I see. Lets proceed with the meeting shall we?

Deepika: Yeah sure. 

Aditya: please take a seat.
Deepika: sure..

I was going to drag the chair when Vikram came to me and pulled the chair for me.
Deepika : Thank you Mr. Vikram.

 Gave a smile to him and sat on the chair. I looked upto see that Aditya is still standing a looking at Vikram. May be he sensed my gaze on him he shook his head and sat on the chair. I felt it  weird. Then i started to explain my company project and details he needs to know. he was listening to it very keenly. In between i have absorbed that Vikram is sweating a lot even when we are in hotel with AC on i don't know why.

After explaining everything I was looking at Aditya for his reply but he was just looking at me (no no maybe he is spacing out because of getting bored ). So i called him. Mr. Aditya he kept his face as if he is annoyed may be he got disturbed from his la la.. land just kidding.

Aditya: Good Miss. Deepika I would like to invest in your project so from now onwards we are going to be partners. 
Deepika :  Thank you Mr. Aditya my boss will contact you soon he is out of country that's why he couldn't come to this meeting but in next meet he will be there.

Aditya : yeah sure shall we have our lunch?

Deepika : Thank you but can you please excuse me i need to leave now.
(Few more minutes Deepu you will be out of this place control yourself control your feelings).

Aditya : But it is already lunch time have lunch with us and go.
Deepika: NO.. 
I am sorry but i need to leave thanks for the asking will meet you soon.

Aditya: Yeah that's for sure we are going to meet soon....

Deepika : Sorry I didn't get you ?
Aditya : I mean to say that we are going to meet early ryt? due to the project?
Deepika : Oh yeah. You will visit our company ryt? 
Aditya: yes we are going to visit next week hope you will also be there?

Deepika: Sorry Mr. Aditya but I am not going to be there at the company as from tomorrow i will be on leave for 2weeks. In my house there engagement function so i won't be available. Thank you for your time and I will be taking your leave now.

Bye Vikram. 
Vikram : bye Miss.Deepika.
Deepika: come on atleast now stop calling me Miss. Deepika just call me Deepika. 
Ok bye.

I started leaving from there i went to restroom I couldn't stop my tears they were flowing like a waterfall. Only I know how I stopped myself from crying there only. To act like unknown person who is your crush that to 1st crush it is very difficult. I need to forget him. i need to forget him. With this saying i washed my face and came out of the rest room and started leaving. After coming out of the hotel i saw him leaving the hotel and going near his car. A girl came there and hugged him tightly. I don't know but i felt that my heart broke into million pieces. he turned back and saw the girl and hugged her. then he lift his head and saw me. i turned my eyes from him and started leaving. Then I saw Sid there he came to me and greeted me.
Sid: Hi akka yela unnav? yeppudu vachav hyd ki? (Hi sister how are u? when did you come to hyd?) 
Deepika: Hi ra nenu bagunna nuvvu? ninnane vacha.(Hi sid i am good and how about you? I came yesterday only).
Sid: ok akka. You have to visit my house. How long will you be staying in Hyderabad?
Deepika: Till the next week. 
Sid: oh thats good where are you staying.
Deepika: I had rented an apartment here for official purpose only but because of frequent visits to hyd i had to take one.
Sid: oh ok akka send me the address i will come and pick u tomorrow you are free ryt?

Deepika : ha but i don't think i can come tomorrow any other time?

Sid: Nope not happening You have to come tomorrow thats final.
Deepika : Mmm, ok I will send you the address and u don't need to come and pick me just send me the address i will reach there.
Sid: ok akka. Akka ?
Deepika: mmm?
Sid: What happend to your eyes? did you cried?
Deepika : w..wh ..what...  no no no... i didn't i..it is... just that something went to my eyes thats all. 

Sid: oh ok. My brother is waiting for me with my sister so bye don't forget to text me.
Deepika: sure sure. Bye now go.

I started leaving and took a cab to reach my house while returning i took takeout parcel food and came home and had my lunch and slept for sometime not before sending my address to sid.

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Double update for compensation for the lost time 

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