Bro, i feel like things are just getting worse, i feel like im falling again, it sound depressing asf but like im just lost again, dude i cant understand love anymore, i feel like giving up on the whole idea of love, and just forget it, I hate liking someone, then liking thousands of other people, im just so confused, Although i cant be the only one who things a hug would be great rn... I mean i got plenty when i was a kid, but days and days pass the more distant my parents came from me, Im already a teenager, it feels i was only 7 yesterday, i just wish i was a kid again, i wanted to grow up so fast... now i just want to be younger again i want things to be different again, i just want to smile more, i want to feel genuinely happy again, i dont wanna be stuck in that dark place again.
Can things be different, can i laugh without feeling weird, I made this book, so i had a place to vent my feelings, and so people had a safe place, and so people could call this place home, I want everyone to feel loved here, i want people to understand... Being selfish is okay, but sometimes, being selfless is okay too! Not everyone is perfect, and thats okay, but its not like you are going to do everything right all the time, nor at all, you are you, and sometimes thats all you need, all you need, is yourself, no one else.
Alright just got back from A panic attack, im just like what to do now, what should i do, these panic attacks are getting worse, i feel like i cant keep hiding them while im talking to people, but i dont want anyone worring about me should i tell someone about them? I just dont know again, im lost, i dunno what to do, i dont wanna lose any one again so i just hope i dont
So panic attacks for me are like, Hard times breathing, hallucinations, non-stop crying, and sometimes their just odd, but im like what?
Okay but it think thats it for this page, im sorry like these are so fucking short, but once i start writing all my thoughts just disappear but like, i hope you have a great morning/day/afternoon/evening/ night! <3
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Random~ The Title says it all, i was kinda thinking about it but i was like, the people on the internet need someone to talk to, this will also include me venting, so please, know that this will include SH, Panic attacks, Anxiety attacks, mental issues, l...
