My childhood my future

Friend Zone

My CEO immediately flew to Thailand when she found  out I was shot. She's like a big sister to me and a friend so when I woke up and so her pessing in the room I knew she was gonna kill me but she can't because she adores me.

When the doctor was done I got a one hour lecture from her and after she was done all I could think about during her lecture is food because I was hungry.Faye asked if I wanted to go and have lunch with them .I looked at prima ( CEO) and asked her will you buy me lunch I don't feel comfortable around these people and she said yes.

I was discharged and we went to have lunch and I have been enjoying it since prima was around we talked and laughed after I said my goodbye to tita and tito so when they left I asked prima if had booked a hotel room then she smacked and said only a full would check into a hotel when your boss has a house .

Lux said thanks and I just nodded coz she was ice's girlfriend.l left with prima she's so clingy and I could see Faye with burning eyes flinching her fist but I just ignored it. We went home we had our good time  the following days we explored the country ,we went shopping took her to my former school and work place and she had to go back as we did all that I could sense that someone was following us but i think deep down who it was so after driving prima to the airport,I went to my favorite cafe to have coffee.

I entered the cafe and sat by the window and  I could see what was going on outside I saw Faye and all my friends coming in and I said to myself it's time to clear things up.While   making their order at the counter Becca spotted me and they all came and sat where I was.

I greeted them and as my name was called for my order I stood up and when I turned to go back to my sit I just changed the sits and when they turned back they looked weird and Faye came and sat across me and the rest did so. I was now losing it but I had stayed calm.

When I was done I stood up to leave and Lux said "won't you ask why I didn't pay that man ,why I put the people you love in danger" just shout at me ,curse me or slap me but you're playing it cool it's really driving me crazy. I turned to her and smiled and asked her who am I to do all that , people have their own lives so if I ask or shout ,it's like putting my nose in your business.

Becca asked won't you ask how we have been ,whether we missed you or not if we regret what we did or not won't you give us a chance to explain just like how you did years ago and ditched us, hmmmm..... our lives really got stack without you I wish we could go back to that time I would still not tell you because I would rather you hate me than see you heart broken.

I looked at her wiped her tears and told her somethings can't change but when it hits you, trust me you change and that's who I am now a nonsense person coz if your betrayed by the people you least expect then it hits different.

I tried walking away but Faye held my hand and asked "how have you been throughout these years ? "Do you hate me that much? Am sorry ,won't you forgive me do you want me to just disappear from your life coz I can all these years have tried to punish myself but no pain could sum up to your pain. I thought maybe if I am dead you won't be hurting anymore  but I couldn't do it I am too selfish to let you go and love someone else rather than me.I didn't marry him I couldn't and I promise I would never marry anyone except you. I really loved you ,I do now and always will. I didn't know what to answer but then I said let by gone be gone and I think  I need to love myself now and not anyone or anything anymore.

I stormed out of the cafe without looking back and drove away.That whole night I didn't sleep their words kept on echoing in my ears. i asked myself was I too selfish ?Was I too hard on them maybe I could have given them a chance but I kept on rejecting it all.
I got woken up by my phone buzzing someone calling me without none stop.I switched off my phone and went back to sleep.Its already 11:00 and am done with my morning routine as I sat down to drink my coffee I had cars parking outside I heard my maid welcoming someone the lady walked up to me and she greeted me good day Dr. Yoko ,the royal grandfathersummoned you to his palace.I just smiled and said let go. I reached the palace with my coffee in my hand I couldn't drink it since I was driving myself,I entered and sat with a lot of people interacting and I just looked at them and sipped my coffee loudly and they all looked at me . With a serious face I asked can't you talk like normal people it's like yoir in a market.

They stayed quiet and I noticed the majority were doctors so I just stood up and as I turned to go the grandfather asked won't you first listen to what I am going to say I turned back placing both my hands on the table and asked is there something new for me to hear ,hmmmm. Everone went silent and he looked at one doctor who started talking about his condition and as he was explaining I started walking away and the Dr. called Dr.Yoko I looked at him and asked what does his condition have to do with me???hmmmm.

His a royal he has money why don't you guys get for him the best doctors instead of disturbing my peace.The Dr.  replied that all doctors are referring them to me so I told them am sick I need to go home and rest .The grandfather suggested to make a deal if I treat him he would let me marry his granddaughter Faye .l burst into laughter and I couldn't stop myself and while loving I asked him is Faye a property that you can toss and who the hell are you tell me who I should marry did I tell you that I love her hmmm.

I told him he never stops disappointing me and I stopped laughing and told him only if he learns to treat people with respect no doctor will treat him and I left Faye called me and I didn't look back I just heard her telling her granny are you happy now am moving out am sick of you and I smiled.