My childhood my future

My night mare

One day I met a girl called ice and we became friends later I made other friends but not much less than even five since everyone feared my grandmother.I used to score full marks but as I grew up I started failing on purpose for my friends to get opportunities to get bursaries since I could afford the fees and some couldn't.Everytime I could not score a perfect mark i could get a beating and scolding from both my mom and grandmother.As time went on i stayed with only one friend Becca who really helped me in many things since my other friends had gone since they got bursaries in different countries.

One day I got out of school late waiting for the school bus and as I was going back home I was followed by someone since I didn't know the person , I started sweating I ran as fast as I could and hid some where then I called my mother. Surprisingly my mother just told me she's busy and ended the call ,so I called my grandma  out listening to what I had to say she scolded me she said I should get home quickly coz she knows am with boys.For the first time my walls crambled and the person chasing was a man and he didn't stop. As always I called Becca I told her everything and told her everything  and that I was scared she came to my rescue with her parents they escorted back home and ever since that day I was thankful to them.They kept on asking me if i saw the man's face or if i knew him but i lied.Reaching home my grandma beat mi up without caring or asking why I was late but all I could think of was I wish I could die ,I wish I was never born I hated everything i hated this world.But as I cried my self out I came up with a plan one that I was done with how my life was I had to change it i had to stop filling sorry for my self.