Chapter 2

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Sometimes I wish I wasn't born

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Sometimes I wish I wasn't born. Sometimes I wish I had died inside my mothers womb. Maybe then I wouldn't have been fucking forced into a marriage with a women I hate.

It's been 20 minutes since she arrived here. I escorted her into her room which is right next to mine.

Now she's in there probably unpacking or what but I couldn't give a fuck less. After she went into her room I went into mine. I also told her not to enter my room. Ever.

It's been 3 hours since she came and it's surprisingly... quite. I leave my room and I find her.

Black dress. Black heels. "Where are you going?" And why the hell is she so dressed up? "None of your concern" she dryly replies and walks to the front door.

Suddenly I find my self standing in front of the door preventing her from leaving. "This is my penthouse. I get to know the reason of why you leave" I crossed my arms over my chest and looked down at her.

She's quite short compared to me. I'm 6'5. She's just a bit taller then my sister. So she's probably around 5'7. Tall but short compared to me.

"I'm going out to meet someone" A date? Before I could say anything she spoke. "I'm meeting my friends. Their in New York just for today until they go back to Italy again"

I stepped away from the door and let her leave. The door shut with a slam behind her and I just chuckled.

He's so frustrating

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He's so frustrating. Like oh it's soo important for him to know where I go and where I fucking don't right?

I walk into the restaurant and spot them. Celia, Sofia, Sienna and Anna.

"Ciao" I smiled and they basically jumped on me.

"ci sei mancato! non vieni più spesso in italia" Anna complained.

(we missed you! you don't come visit italy often anymore)

"Sorryyy" I smiled and sat down.

"So how's life" Sofia asked. She's the energetic one. "It's... complicated. Uhm I got married" I shrugged and all of them froze.

"non ci hai invitato!" Sienna said in Italian which she hardly speaks except when she's upset since she's half American and lives in Miami with her boyfriend.

(you didn't invite us)

"Oh there isn't a wedding. There never was. We don't even like each other. It's contract marriage" the girls didn't know about the mafia. But they sure as hell know that arranged marriages... happened.

They didn't question anything else but it sure as hell came as a shock to them. "Show the ring" Celia said excitedly and that's when it hit me. I don't have a fucking ring. The least I could have gotten since I didn't get a chance to walk down the isle was a fucking ring.

"Oh I left it at home. Too precious to be lost right" i brushed it off with a few laughs and the girls understood. The rest of the night went well I passed any questions about my so called husband.

We paid for our food and went to our own ways or well Celia was a little drunk but lucky the girls were in the same hotel.

I got into my Ferrari and drove to Domenico's penthouse since it's not mine. It's never going to be mine.

I put the key in the keyhole. He gave me the key to the penthouse the moment I arrived after escorting me to my room.

I tipped toed into my room trying not to make a sound and hoping his asleep.

I wish to avoid him as much as possible. I despise the fact of seeing him everyday more then I despise him.

It's crazy. How just yesterday I was out by my self shopping because shopping is therapy except this one is more expensive then a real one.

And now suddenly I'm married to a man I hate with every beat of my heart.

I change out of my black dress and heels and get into something more comfortable before laying down on the bed.

It's nice. It's okay. But it's not my bed. My bed is at my home that was a never a home... but a house. I guess my entire life I've basically been homeless.

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Yeah so i updated WHOHOO! Uhm it's over 1 am I'm going to the mall with my gal's because like wise words of Victoria Romano (Who's now Mrs Martinez 🤭)

- Shopping is therapy except this one is more expensive then a real one.

Ignore the bad grammar please.

Anyways I just finished season 1 episode 12 of Gossip Girls and I love Blair so fucking much. Ever since episode 1 that I started months ago.

Well I hope you had an amazing read. Byeee! MWWWAH. 💋

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