flashback
1 Month ago....
Mya the food is ready
No response
Mya did you hear me come down
no response
Mya get yo ass down here
still no response
mya WTF now storming her way upstairs
*Sobs *Sobs
I was rocking my body back & forth crying a storm out tuning out my surroundings not noticing my mom barging in
Little girl didn't you hear me calling you? now if you think you c... she stopped looking down at me
OH MY GOD BABY WHAT'S WRONG? ARE YOU OKAY, WHAT HAPPEN now caressing me
i cried louder still with disbelief
OH My god did someone hurt you baby
i Nodded
OH Hell No i'm calling the police she said before running out the room
Minutes later she came barging in with the operator on the line
Hello operator whats your emergency?
Hello yes my name is Martha Williams, someone hurt my daughter
Operator:What is her name?
Mya.... Mya Williams she said pacing back & forth trying to stay strong
Operator: Does she have a description of the suspect?
LOOK LADY I JUST NEED AN OFFICER HERE NOW, YOUR QUESTIONS ARE IRRELEVANT RIGHT NOW
Operator: I'm sorry ma'am you have to be patient with me, Do you mind asking her
Now looking directly into my eyes with her teary eyes , Baby tell mommy what happen? who hurt you?
IT WAS CLIFF MOM HE RAPED ME!!
I cried out
*SILENCE*
Hello ? ma'am you there?
Oh im sorry ma'am this was a misunderstanding she said before hanging up
YOU BITCH now slapping me across my face
How Dare you try to blame cliff for your hoeing around
But momma he did, he hurt me
SHUT UP! SHUT UP NOW YOU LIAR
But momma....
Now you listen to me i DON'T Want to hear this anymore 'IF' now pointing her fingers at me IF i hear this coming out of your mouth again i will choke you with my bare hands she said now walking towards the door leaving me there hopeless and stunned that my own mother doesn't believe me
Oh Yeah and i better not here this around cause you know she paused before talking again the streets talk giving me a devilish smirk before walking out my door
That whole night i just crawled up in my closet balled up in the corner rocking back & forth with death on my mind , I still couldn't believe how self-centered she was being My own Flesh & Blood
Now thinking about it, i don't blame my dad for leaving her he always told me and my sister that she was the devil in some day we will see what he's talking about but that still didn't give him an excuse for leaving out of our lives also