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Higher Mind

Many people ask "Why am I here." Many people do not understand why they exist ranging from "you are here to undergo a test to see if you are worthy to go to heaven." "You are a random accumulation of matter." Although this concept might be the most popular theory or belief on our physical reality, the truth is, it's inaccurate. I want to offer you a different explanation; you are a creator, not a collector of things or relationships, nor a mere re-experiencer of other's experiences. You chose this space time very consciously to Implement the universal laws. You wanted to be here in this body on this earth at this time to create with joy. Just as a sculptor or painter finds fulfillment not only in the finished work, but especially in the process of creation itself. You have come here for the sheer joy of creating. So that you can craft the masterpiece that you currently call your life on the canvas of the universe.

Our true form is pure energy form, a fractilized focused partical of source energy, which is the consciousness itself. We don't die, we are eternal indestructible beings, and will continue to have multitudes of experiences infinitely throughout the universe. In fact we are the universe, because all that is, by definition means all is one and one is all. Heaven is not separate from us but we are in fact already in heaven, in spirit,  but we are only having a dream within spirit that we are separated from it, forgotten who we are, all to create and have the experience of what you call your physical reality.

To get to the point, our physical body is temporary, however our spirit lives eternally. Before we as spirit have decided to experience this plane of existence on earth, on the physical 3d reality, we split our soul into two components, the higher mind, being the part of the soul with the higher perspective of everything going on in your life. It has the birds eye view and has the ability to generate energy and manifest in the direction of what will happen. The physical mind however was created to experience linear time space and is purely built to know what is happening presently or has happened rather than what will happen, because this is the only way for the spirit consciousness to experience linear time space perspective. Its true purpose is to be the filter of energy and working machine for the higher mind to send energy through, and at the same time letting the physical body have the energy source to take physical action on, working as one and manifesting whatever that needs to be manifested. In fact physical action is the language of physical reality, so it's vital to be aware of how the system works. If energy is filtered through negative fear based beliefs, negative realities will emerge, if it's filtered through positive beliefs, positive realities will emerge.

However the key isn't to flat out and forcefully assign positive meaning in everything going on and do whatever and it'll manifest your dream life suddenly. In fact this is simply not possible, because in order to effectively and realistically be in the positive state, you must face all of your darkness and truly understand yourself and why you choose to hold onto to those certain beliefs and negative definitions. By being able to explore and looking at your darkness in a neutral way will you be able to transform the energy of darkness into light, reaching more and more enlightenment as you go through the cycles. To take action while truly being in a positive state, you must truly feel drawn to the action you feel excited to do, as that is an indication that the action is align with your true self and the path of least resistance. You must truly feel passion, love, excitement, and peace in the present in order to be more aligned with source so that you can ultimately create more abundance in the way that you prefer.

The higher minds job is to send you the power source needed to take physical action on and is the part that knows who you truly are, it is also in charge of how things "will happen" and the one who takes care of how your story/journey will go on the physical experience. Even though it is the one who takes care of how things will happen or occur in your life, it is also dependent on the choices that the physical mind makes in the present. It is always trying to work in your favor. However you are the one who decides what you do with those things and what definitions you assign to your circumstance, whether consciously or unconsciously.

If you find yourself in a negative spiral in life and have no idea why everything is going wrong in your life, it can only mean that you are still holding on to limiting beliefs that hold you back from choosing to be yourself, blocking the things that are truly meant to be in your life. By going against your true self and continuing to take action on the things that you don't prefer, you start to dig your own grave, because the higher mind will do whatever it takes for you to realize more of who you are and actually change, even if it means it must blow up your physical reality for you to take notice to it, until you finally decide to let go, give up on it and make different choices that's more aligned with your true self.

So it's important to realize that if anything's happens in your life that you don't prefer, you need to realize that it's there for a reason and instead of assigning negative definitions on the circumstance, change your perspective into a positive one so that you can extract the positive effect from it. It could be there to help you spiritually or physically, even if you don't know why at the moment, you can allow yourself to trust that you will know it at the correct time when it's relevant. You don't need to stress about finding the meaning, you can just say it probably happened for a positive reason even if I don't know it at the moment. If you simply can't, it's okay to feel out of alignment with yourself but you can always look at the situation in a neutral perspective, and as long as you keep focusing on searching for your negative definitions and actively look to transform and change them, you will always inevitably discover more of your true-self. It's very important that you tell yourself this because if you believe you need to suffer in figuring it out in order to extract the positive meaning you will only stress yourself more. However by simply living your life in the present and doing what excites or soothes your soul every moment. You can trust that you can learn what you need to learn in a positive and exciting way rather than a painful one, because thinking you have to go through pain to learn something can actually end up manifesting  not only pain in your mind and soul but physical pain on your body.

The higher mind is always trying to work in your favor, to help you see the darkness so you can realize more of what's truly the light. Accept it, breath it, take notice to it. Look to find the positive meaning behind everything that happens in your life and you will have a more positive experience. However although there will be challenges, all challenges can be seen as great, positive and exciting opportunities to realize what negative beliefs you are still holding onto, so you can truly let go of them. Challenges don't need to be painful. You can simply be the observer.

You can choose to have a painful path for gain or you can choose a loving path with gain, both paths are valid.
Darkness just shows you more clearly the path in which you prefer and the way the journey goes. All processes can be just as exciting as it is painful.
The universe does not care what choice you make, as EVERY single choice you make will always be fully supported no matter if you believe it is a negative or positive choice. It merely reflects you and nothing more.