Indelible Memories// KTH

Chapter 1

A/n POV

The Sound of water bring peace and serenity to your mind. The Cold air blow up making strand of hair fly in air. The Water of the pond was dark, Blue Dark. You were staring at the scenery in front of you. The Surrounding was covered with dark green tree and deep blue lake was between the trees. The Aura of the place was dark as well as the sky was grey making you doubt that perhaps it will rain soon but you don't care about anything you really doesn't care about anything. The deep blue water of the lake looks a little bit more black because of the clouds above. Many people might get scared of it but you loved it you loved this place.

Here there was no work, no pain and no tears.

The Atmosphere was getting more colder than before but you were wearing your warm coat to keep yourself warm. You were sitting under a tree while lean on it and gazing at the beautiful scenery in front of you. You hugged your knee more tightly and put you chin on knee thinking about nothing.....
This lake was pretty big and they have a park also here. The Swing and slide like toys were placed there and children were running playing and laughing together while their parents chatting with eachother.

That on the left side but the right side was totally different from left one. Here was no one expects you, the black lake, dark sky and dense canopies floating because of air. It was as if one side was symbolises happiness, fun, enjoyment and joyfulness but the another side there was nothing just black plain water but it was sort of peace

It gave serenity

You lean back on the tree. Thinking about your life, well it have been 5 year since you are here in this country. You lived here with your cousin. Yes you doesn't live with your parents they live in another country that is better for you. You didn't want to live with your parents neither here nor there. Well It is not like that they don't love you and you doesn't love them. They love you like every parent does to their child and You also love them so much, It's just they didn't show their love to you and you didn't get to show them your love for them.

The Main reason is that from the small age you were forced to study like every parent does to their child and you study you tried to do your best but they never appreciate you. If you get 48/59 in your test they never appreciate you for getting good marks but always scold for that 2 marks. It isn't a big thing but every parent need to appreciate their child for their good deed but your parents never did that because they want to give your best but doesn't they thought about having a little trust on their child?? They never trust you. They never did that, they never fail to show you how low, useless you are!? But never said a small word for their child. A small word 'Good' you never hear this word from there mouth. Was it too hard to say?? They never trust you, never appreciate you, never support you and never protect you. Whenever you get hurt they just like ' It's all because of you' and you don't even want to remember how have they have been treated you. It make you distant yourself from your parents and you don't mind it at all because you don't want to get blame of the things that you never did!? You never meant!? Your parents always blame you for the things you didn't did, for the mistake that you never meant, for the things your siblings did...

You completed your graduation from here and tried to get a job here and you finally did, the salary is less but enough for your need with sacrifices and your colleagues were just so rude and greedy as well as boss. They all went harass on the weak one and overworked them or for them you were the weak one. You really sick of it, you want to get rid of this job and only option is to resign from the job but you aren't sure about it if it would be right decision or not. You decided to talk about it to your most trusted person and it talk to him about it yesterday.

He supported you on your decision and told you that it's not right not to speak against the way they using you and exploiting you for their benifit. He told me that I may report about them and resign from the job. He know my conditions so he also have been informed me about a new job. Well it is in big company his friend works there but resigned from the job so someone is needed to his/her place. You need to give an interview and then if they accept you so you can work their from a day after interview.