TW : Mentioned Masturbation
It has been six months since that fateful Monday, and it has been a semester since Daan had his awakening. Most would think that many things had happened out of those time spent, but unfortunately or maybe fortunately for Daan, not many happens or even change.
There are many factors supporting the phenomenon as to why has time just passes by for Daan. For one, liking a boy is a very new experience for Daan, and Daan needed to know if he's just curious, straight up freaky and horny or maybe there is something about Leo that just shift him in such way.
And so far? Daan began to deduce it's an obsession. Maybe because he has never met someone like Leopold Stotch. The blonde became something like a drug that gave Daan the thrill that he needed to escape from his sickening guilty pleasure.
But if that conclusion is true, then the obsession would eventually eat him alive in the future, because as far as Daan understand, Leo is a curious boy, but has remain straight so far. And if it is true that Daan is obsess with the blonde, it would be just a lesser evil and Leo deserve more than to be cuffed by some stupid obsession.
The second main factor is that Daan is just that busy. Keeping up with his dad, who is a mechanic genius isn't exactly an easy thing to do. Although Daan finds genuine passion in tinkering and engineering, stress of wanting to be better and perfect begins to haunt Daan.
And it's not like his father expect ungodly amount of achievement from him, Finnick Fontaine was just grateful to know that his son had the same interest as him. But Daan is not kind to himself, and he's destructive with himself, that's just who he is.
Following as the third and the last main reason is his guilty pleasure chasing death. Daan had found the local underground fighting pit and has been participating in it. Under the disguise his mask gave to him, Daan began to involved himself in many dangerous fight with others disguised fighters.
And South Park being South Park, presented Daan with many crazy lunatic he has never met before. There were so many crack heads and many drug addicts that fights like their life depended on it. Many of them fought for the money, hoping to buy more chances to get high and to forget that life is ever suck.
But Daan? Daan wanted to get off from many of close calls he would have to endure in the fighting pit. The more close call he survive, the better that night gets.
Daan was unfortunately the underdog of South Park underground pit. He was often the losing dog but he never minded the reputation since he still win by the end of every loss. The pleasure he gets would sometime be unbearable that he couldn't wait until he get home to finish himself.
The pleasure he would get would often made him see white as he came in the nasty stalls of the public bathrooms. Daan admit he was getting shameless about it, but he couldn't lie either, the night is where he feels truly alive.
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