I hate the fact that I stopped going to Church. I am saddened that I can not find a church that doesn't judge me.
I can't afford church clothes I lost every thing when I lost my home. I have 2 pairs of jeans wholly I can't afford a dress or skirt.
I don't wear make-up I have nothing to give, when I see them passing the offering I turn my head. They think I'm just being stingy but I just can find a job, and when I put in a dollar I hear them laugh.
At church I'm judged at church I don't fit in. They play their music and pass communion the bread and the wine but I just can't lift my head I hang it in shame. They say she just passed communion she is really insane.
I am a sinner that is really in sin they don't return my phone calls and walk away when I talk to them. I hear more about the game and how it rained and all about politics then hearing his name. we call our selfs Christian and know nothing about the bible.
I have read my Bible every day and hear the preacher talking about his week he knows nothing of the scriptures, he talks about his T.V. Makes a few jokes, sings a little song and says a showy prayer.
Church folks go out to eat in groups complain about the service and leave nothing of a tip. The rest of the world hates them and the Christians call it persecution and think they are on the way to heaven when they share nothing of his word.
All they have to do is believe they say believe in what? Believe that they are going to heaven? And if no one can stand them what makes them think that God can.
I read all the Old Testament Gods the one who destroyed those people. Eli had 2 sons who worshiped God blindly God had no problem destroying them to death. The God in the Bible is not has nice as they think. He destroys all who are not real.
Pharisees worshiped for all man to see but God like in the Bible sees not what man sees. God can look into our hearts when we only see flesh.
I don't get the Bible and I don't want to understand man for the heart is full of evil, and satin has a blind fold over our eyes. With soo many religions and non of the same we are all in a line walking to strait to hell. Open our eyes, open our hearts how do we know its really the truth???????
I know God exists its just hard to know what is and what's not. If every thing is just a myth?..
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When Moses asked who should I say sent me??
I am who I am...........
I AM..... The way
I AM...... The truth
I AM....... The life
.................JESUS.......
