Dark lies

Chapter 2-hurt

Lucy's pov
Time skip to 2x11
Everything was going good I was getting better at hiding my trigger points and when I got triggered I was now able to hide it me and the rest of the group were getting close they still didn't know anything about my past Zoe's death was hard but I understand why she's dead that situation only had one outcome she could live with and I was mad at first but I get it now, last thing I remember is going out with a guy Caleb he drugged me now I feel myself getting triggered being tied up again I open my eyes and see Caleb

"Look who's finally awake" I don't say anything "I would give you some but all that screaming tends well"
"Why are you doing this"
"You see that a second date question and I just don't think we're going to get there" bitch this mother fucking bitch ok remember breath don't let them get to you

"Why the tattoo, is it to show that you have ultimate control" I don't really want to know but if I don't keep my mind buys I'll panic
"It's not for me silly it's for you because despite the literal evidence tattooed on your side you still think you'll make it out alive"
"I will make it out alive"

"Ok sure let's go with that" he walks away and I mange to get free when he comes back I hit him and run but I trip on a trip wire and realize that I'm in the  middle of nowhere so I can't really run away I'm trapped damn it

"That was really stupid" he says dragging me back into the house where he tied me up again this time better
"So why do you look so familiar huh" he asks and I know why but I'm not going to tell him
"Go to hell" he smiles and nods then kicks me in the ribs I lean over from the pain

"I'm going to ask again nicely after that you get the not so nice way where do I know you from"
"I don't know and even if I did your going to kill me either way so what's it to you"
"I just want to know maybe I'll give you a little something to make the whole thing a bit better"
"Drugs?"

"Yes now tell me" my breath starts to pick up and my eyesight gets blurry the tears threatening to fall I know what's happening flashback, the day I escaped the person who would drug me keep me in check he didn't give me as much as he usually did he thought I was still weak from the days before I wasn't but I knew if he drugged me fully I wouldn't be able to fight them off

so I let everyone think that I was being underestimated always played well for before so why not this time right when they started the torture I got the knife away from one of them and I killed most of them in self defense the few I left alive helped me and Zoe she made sure that I was taken care of she saw me through a lot she helped me get through the nightmares and the panic attacks eventually they all come back but she thought me how to get through them and nows no different I just need to breath and I start to come back to the real world and he's still here waiting for an answer

"Like I said go to hell and figure it out your damn self" I paid for that response after hours and hours of letting him beat me as I break the ties then I grab the sharpest thing and stab him in neck and falls and collapses on me I push him off and I run into the hills then I collapse myself and everything goes black