My Favourite Troublemaker

Chapter 11

WARNING: Bullying
3 months passed
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"Ms. Escarra!! Ehem Ms. Escarra, Ms. Escarra!!!!."

I snapped out when my teacher suddenly called me out in class. She asked me a question about the lesson but I didn't know the answer to it.

"0% ka na nga sa test hindi ka pa nakikinig, what happened to you?"

"Get out. I don't want you in my class. Out."

I packed all my stuff and left the class with slight embarrassment and fear.

"Fuck what's wrong with me, focus Rylie focus." I thought to myself, with tears forming.

This is the first time I got sent out of class, yan din yung class na I excel in a lot but what the hell Rylie, why'd you let this happen.

For the fast few days I've been so distracted. I've been behind in some of my classes because I just couldn't focus. I also got such low grades on the quizzes I took nung isang araw.

I started randomly crying at the midst of my school hallway struggling to catch my breath.

Thinking about what just happened made it worse, ano kaya sasabihin nila dad, I'm so dissatisfied and disappointed of myself.

Hindi na ako maka hingi, things felt rough. I didn't know what I was doing, I was already panicking.

My heart was beating strangely fast I put my palm onto it and it slowly punched my palm. I don't know where to go, I don't know what to fucking do.

I wanted to runaway, gusto kung bumalik sa oras nung masaya lang ako. Why did I get so emotional, bat ako nagkaganito? at dahil lang sa isang lalaking hindi naman ako mahal.

Sinamahan pa ang ingay ng Ulan galing labas yung iyak ko which made me even more down.

At hindi ko namalayan nakarating ako sa side ng Criminal law classes. I wanted to look for Loreen, the person that could help me calm down.

I asked some of her classmates kung asan siya but apparently she already left.

Sumandal nalang ako sa pader malapit sa stairs. People were confused while going down the stairs because nakatulala lang ako dun also with puffy sobbing eyes.

"Why the fuck are you just standing there? Masasaktan ka diyan Rylie." I looked behind me and it was Kiel.

I wanted to avoid him. Ayoko na siya makita.

I started building up my pace, I walked away really fast.

"You're just going to walk away?" He shouted and grabbed my wrist to stop me.

"Kiel let go! Please just leave me alone." I aggressively nudged my wrist out of his hand and continued on walking away.

The look on his face when he saw me sobbing made me want to cry, that's exactly how he looked at me when he protected me that one time.

I walked away like nothing happened hindi ko narin natiis and I called up dad.

"Dad... please pick.. me up... I don't like... it here."I was stuttering every end of the sentence, my sobs were distracting my abilities to complete it.