Chapter 3 - self harm

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Warning!!
Selfharm
Implied Rape
Selfblame
Implied murder
Cuss words
Shinomitsu
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Giyuus pov:

*after they comforted me for 30 minutes, which felt so nice and.. they are so hot.. wait! What am I thinking, they are just my friends.. I go into my estate and lay down on the bed, wondering what to do now.. after all.. at this time me and nemi would send love letters.. but he cheated... I can't believe I fell for someone.. especially after that last relationship I was in... Haru.. remembering him makes me feel angry.. the fact I was so young and he raped me... he touched me... I won't feel clean ever again... it's my fault isn't it... maybe if I wasn't so god damn stupid.. he made me kill.. he wanted me to be a assassin... well he was seceding.. then Urokodaki saved me.. I met sabito and makomo..... they died durning final selection...I take my gloves off and then cut down my wrists.. blaming myself for everything and then suddenly*

*knock knock*

Giyuu: huh?!

*the door opens and I hide my wrists*

Giyuu: who is it?!

*I see mitsuris face*

Mitsuri: I heard what happened- *sees his wrists behind his back* you did it again... didn't you..?

*I let out a sigh*

Giyuu: yes... im sorry.. I know i promised to stop..

*mitsuri just runs up to me and hugs me*

Mitsuri: just try to stop... I know it must be hard to stop but just try for me... I love you oni-Chan... and it hurts for me to see you like this..

*I look down happy she is always here for me..*

Mitsuri: let me see the wounds please...

*I give her my arm and she sees the deep cuts and she gasps*

Mitsuri: they are extremely deep...

*she smiles softly and it makes me understand she's not mad*

Mitsuri: let's clean them up..

*I nod and she takes me to the bathroom, she grabs a wash cloth and so anti bacterial soap. She wets the cloth and rubs it gently on my cuts. It burns but the pain is manageable.. The soap gets into my cuts and I squeal in pain*

Mitsuri: I know.. I know...

*after she cleans them she bandages them up. And I put my gloves back on*

Giyuu: thanks...

Mitsuri: no problem.. Im going to make you a movie place in your living room with pillows and blankets! And Icecream!

*we have phones, tvs, etc but there is still demonslayer crows.*

Giyuu: thank you mitsuri..

*mitsuri goes and sets everything up, I'm so happy to have her by my side*

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Mitsuri pov:

*i set up a pillow fort, me and giyuu get in it and we eat Icecream. He doesn't eat much.. I understand he doesn't stress eat like kyojuro does. I'm pissed at sanemi, like what was that asshole thinking?! Giyuu deserves better..! And obanai.. he pissed me off as well.. like he knows better than to date someone who is already in a relationship..! Those two are fucking high to hurt giyuu like this.. Hmp...*

Giyuu: are you okay mitsuri...?

Mitsuri: yes! Just.. let's continue to watch heart stopper..

*after the movie, giyuu and I fall asleep peacefully in the fort. In the morning, giyuu wakes up and smells bacon and pancakes that I'm cooking*

Giyuu: hm..?

*he gets up and walks to the kitchen to see me cooking*

Mitsuri: oh! Good morning! I thought we would have breakfast together since I have to go on a date with shinobu.

Giyuu: alright.. need help?

Mitsuri: nope! Just sit down at the table! I'm almost done.

*giyuu was starting to walk to the table but the I said*

Mitsuri: oh wait! Would you like tea?

Giyuu: yes please..

*me and giyuu had fun talking to eachother durning breakfast. After breakfast I waved goodbye and went to get dressed and went to the cafe to meet up with shinobu.*

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Shinobu pov:

*i was waiting for mitsuri for 5 minutes and then I see her and she looks so beautiful..*

Shinobu: ara~ ara~ you look beautiful darling

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Shinobu: ara~ ara~ you look beautiful darling.

Mitsuri: you think so?

Shinobu: i don't think so.. I know so..~

*after we talked for hours and drank our tea, we went to my estate. I took mitsuri to my bedroom and locked the door and then pinned her to the wall.
I touched her body and before I knew it, we were both naked. In the morning I wake up after that night and me and mitsuri was naked and I just smirked*

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I really did try on this chapter, I hoped you enjoyed!!

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