Lead us not in temptation

Mistakes

I woke up to someone shaking me " stop now " I said flailing my legs " Rye wake up I'm taking you some where to get food " I heard Dakota say " I'm up Kota where we going " I said sitting up " your choice just get ready" he said leaving shutting the door I got up and put on a plain shirt with a oversized flannel and jeans and combat boots even though it was summer I walk down stairs to see my brother waiting for me we got in the his jeep " so where do you want to go " he said " McDonalds all the way " I said we parked and went inside I sat at a table while he ordered our food he came back with a Big Mac large fries and for me a large fry with extra salt packets and a mcfilet " so Rye I was meaning to talk to you awhile about the topic in my head I always worry about so have you don't any thing I do or done " he said looking at me my stomach instantly sunk " um I mean when we lived with dad I went to parties and stuff I drank once but I didn't like how it made me feel and I tried pot but it was a no too " I said picking at my fries " ok so what about sex and stuff " He said looking at me more " um .......... no actually I was kinda saving that for someone special like my future husband or like a boyfriend that I really love I think it's something special you don't just give it to anyone " I said looking at him " Good I don't want you to regret that in the end just between me and you I really liked that Cody kid just because Scott's little as says shit do what ever you like cause he's not making choices for you " he said " so you mean when he gave me that purity ring and made me promise to be pure or I would be sinner and go to hell " I said laughing " oh please That means like half of the world will be in hell and that's not happening " he said " Rye uh I know this is weird but if you ever want to try anything I'm in too or you are secretly just come to me ok I have better stuff then you would get from some dealer cause it's not sometimes what they say it is you remember Joey well me and him was like a sophomore so like your age and he got this weed from this kid Dominic and this was his first time not mine but he said the dealer was really good so he got enough for him cause I had my own we got back to his house he started to smoke his and he started to shake and I didn't know what to do he had foam coming out of his mouth well I guess his shit was laced in cocaine or something and he almost died so just tell me anytime " he said grabbing the tray of our trash throwing it away got in his jeep and left " hey Kota " I said " yeah Rye " he said not looking from the road " I uh wanna try some stuff nevermind it was stupid to ask " I said " no no Rye what do you want to try " he said looking at me " well I want to try drinking again and smoking weed and just smoking " I said bouncing my leg " ok Rylee just don't try other things then that ok and you stay in my room then so I can watch you k sis " he said