Under his protection

Daddy

*Daniel*

I have nowhere else to go. It's all fuzzy in my head in a bad way, it's all numb and fuzzy like static on TV and it's uncomfortable. I hate it... Quin is soothing me softly and holding me close.

When we get back to his house, I don't really want to move... Quin picks me up and carry's me inside, bringing me to his room where he sits me on his bed, putting on the TV and sitting beside me. Ezekiel comes upstairs after he had taken off the heavy part on his uniform. He takes the rest of his uniform off and changes clothes in  Quins room which I thought was odd since Quins room shouldn't have Ezekiels clothes but my head hurts too much to care... Ezekiel slides into bed on the other side of me.

I'm just watching TV for awhile. When I say awhile like it's been two weeks and I have barely moved. I had food being brought up to me, my diaper changed on the bed, sleeping in bed with Quin. Barely moved! It's just so hard, I'm struggling to be motivated, comedy's seem less funny... Nothing is the same.

I finally come down stairs after nobody coming to stay with me for three hours. Quin looks surprised to see me and in his shock drops his mug on the floor making it shatter.

"Sorry, y-you scared me that's all" Quin apologizes as he picks up the broken mug. I don't respond and go into the kitchen where there was a lot more people than I thought...

"Hey cutie, how are you" a woman says. She scared me when I first met her and I still don't know her name. I ignore her too.

"Hey bud, are you hungry" Ezekiel asked me which I ignored too. Unlike the others he didn't stop at that. "Daniel you can't just not talk to us forever"

"JUST FUCK OFF, I DON'T EVEN WANT TO BE IN THIS FUCKING HOUSE ANYWAY" I'm crying and angry at the same time. It's a lot of emotions at once.

"Now Daniel that's no way to talk, this is your home" Quin says with a slightly stern tone but I don't notice it much.

"THIS WILL NEVER BE MY HOME. MY HOME IS WITH MY GRANDPARENTS" I haven't stopped screaming.

"UNFORTUNATELY DANIEL YOUR GRANDPARENTS ARE DEAD AND YELLING AT US WON'T MAKE THEM COME BACK. YOU HAVE TWO CHOICES, MAKE IT ON YOUR OWN OR STAY HERE. THE DOOR IS OPEN IF YOU WANT TO FUCKING LEAVE SO BADLY" Quin slams his fist on the table, he still had the broken mug in his hand so a small trail of blood trickles from his hand and onto the floor...

I run past him and up into the nursery. I curl up in the corner at the end of the crib. After a few minutes I hear footsteps and try to stay deadly quiet hoping they wouldn't find me...

"Sweet pea? Are you in here? I'm very sorry I yelled at you, can you come out?" When he calls me that nickname it makes me feel so small but in a good way. It makes me feel like I used too when I was little.

I let out open loud sobs which leads him right too me. He sighs softly and picks me up from my corner.

"I'm very very sorry I yelled at you My precious boy" He says to me as he sits in the rocking chair. My body pressed against his in a tight hug, I prefer tight hugs anyway.

"I-im sorry, y-your right... I have no-where else to go and I l-like it here and your always nice to me and i-im being a brat" I manage between sobs. Quin kisses my forehead gently and cradles me in his arms. "W-with the head space thing... I want too try it b-but I want to find it on my own and figure it out myself... With your help if that's okay......" I confess softly.

"Of course Sweet pea, you don't have to call me Daddy yet if you don't want too. How about some breakfast" I nod gently and he picks me up, I quite like being carried so I just lay my head on his shoulder.

"Hey little guy, you feeling any better?" Ezekiel asks me which I nod gently. I put my thumb in my mouth which doesn't taste the best but is comforting I will admit. "No no buddy, that's dirty and icky. Pacifiers are good, thumb is bad." Ezekiel takes me from Quin and holds me in his arms. Taking my thumb out my mouth, letting Quin put a pacifier in my mouth instead. Quin goes to the table and is talking to all the other guards about the day and boring ass stuff.

I wanted to go back to quin, I whined for him like three times and he took no notice...

"Quinnn" I whine again but nothing. Time to bring out the big guns... I start to cry, loudly. When Ezekiel asks me 'what's wrong bud' I just respond "Daddyyyyyyyyyyyy" In a loud sob which successfully gets me back with Quin. With this level of power I can do anything I want. Hehe.

I start to get bored as he is talking about boring ass adult shit so I slide off his lap.

"Where are you going sweetheart?" Daddy asks me. Yeah I guess I am calling him that now, no need for judgement y'all. It's just as sudden a change for you as it is for me...

"Play" I say pointing to the few toys in the living room which daddy smiles and ruffles my hair before going back to his conversation... But I infact was not going to go play. I was going into the garden to go and play with the doggies.

After awhile I started to get cold so I went back inside and daddy was waiting for me. "What were you doing in the garden sweet pea?" He asks.

"Doggies" I respond as the two dogs had followed me inside and were sat on each side of me.

"Well let daddy know next time you go outside okay? Don't want you getting lost" I nod gently. What a day...