a new home for us

chapter 15

        Bella pov

I could feel what that really meant to Mason and both ma and my sister were holding me and I gripped both their arms and my hands as tears fell from my eyes and they were also holding me there to.

Because I was trying to go to him and they were the only ones that hold me back beside Mason until we become one.

Then only my family can help me not just Mason anymore well he does most of it. But they can help me now when someone gets angry and stuff like that.

I was completely protected now no matter what. I chose lucky for the next song for myself more.

It even told my story and I was singing and we were all acting out for everyone and my husband.

I've been a runner, I've been a fighter
I've been the fuse, hell, I've been the lighter
Taken every wrong turn down the bridges I burned
It's a bad reputation, but it's damn well earned
Gotta thank God that this ol' life ain't fair
There's only one way to explain how I got here
I got lucky
Well, ain't that somethin' for someone just like me
Who don't deserve a damn thing?
I know broken, beat down
And I know I show it then and now
But, hell, I chose it, yеah, I own it
And it brings me to my knees
I got lucky
I've been it all, I've been еmpty
I've had nothing, I've had plenty
Yeah, I've done the dance, too many close calls
More than most, most of all
I got lucky
Ain't that somethin' for someone just like me
Who don't deserve a damn thing?
I know broken, beat down
I know I show it then and now
But, hell, I chose it, yeah, I own it
And it brings me to my knees
I got lucky
I make sure I don't make it easy on me
But I woke up today, so that must mean
I got lucky
Well, ain't that somethin' for someone just like me
Who don't deserve one damn thing?
I know broken, beat down
And I know I show it then and now
Hell, I chose it, yeah, I own it
And it brings me to my knees
I got lucky
I got lucky
Oh oh oh oh

I had Hope in my arms and we had our foreheads together smiling to each other giggling and then she wrapped her arms around me and I did the same with her.

"I love you baby girl!" I told her. "I love you too Ma so much!" She told me. Then we leaned our heads together and looked at Mason and waved to him together.

He had one hand over his heart and he blew us a kiss and we acted like we caught it and held it close to our hearts at the same time.

Tears fell from his eyes when we did that and I looked down at my baby girl and she was looking up at me.

"We made papa very happy ma!" She told me and I nodded my head. "Yes we did baby girl. We did for him. We are his special girls. We're both gifts for him now!" I told her and she laid her head against me and I felt what that meant to her because I could feel her and I gently ran my fingers through her hair.

I turned and looked at my husband and he was losing and my pa and brother was holding him back and hugging him at the same time.

All I could do is smile that brand new smile for him. Because pa played his part perfectly down to a tee and baby girl and I busted out laughing and I was holding tight against because I was kneeling down bent over as we were both laughing so fucking hard right now.

"Boy when Pa finds out you even planned granddaddy he's really going to be hit with the wait for it.

"Wait ma, until everyone else is here tomorrow! Except speedy and Thumper of course!" She told me.

"Let's hope it's not the opposite. At least he won't be here he's stuck back there with Thumper and Speedy orders from high command punishment you can say baby girl and he can't go against them. What he doesn't know is that it came from me they just made it where he can't go against it no matter what! After what he did to Mason and Esme is my number rule do not break with me baby girl and then he hurt. Nope his ass is being punished!" I told her.