Gungun pov
Two hours went by the clock shows ten o'clock in the watch I see him coming back to the room and moving straight to the bedroom to take a bath after sometime he come back in just a lower.
He looks handsome as he comb his hair looking in the mirror I see him with my love struck gaze, getting up from my chair I go to him forgetting my anger I back hug him and smell his fresh body smell "I m sorry na I didn't mean to do it intentionally " I mumbles while stuffing my face in his back.
He removes my hand from his stomach he steps back maintaining a distance from me, he look at me with a disgusted face "you are stinking go and take a bath sara mood kharab kr diya" Saying this he tries to go away feeling mischievous, I try to annoy him more by hugging him chest and buring myself in him.
" Gunu pagal ho gyi hai kya yaar I feel like puking you smell like a pig " He shouts at me removing myself from hum he moves away pushing me to the washroom to freshen up ok I felt really bad and hurt this time.
I stand under the shower as water spills on my body I cry and cry till my eyes feel empty and heart feel better I move out of the washroom and go directly to sleep.
Feeling his absence I look back at him to see him sitting on the sofa using his phone feeling myg gaze he sighs and move back to the bed laying on his side still not saying anything and trying to talk to me.
I feel bad and helpless I should be angry on him for many reasons but here I want his attention I wish I had the power to ignore people like they did to me in fact both my kids have the ability I think they got it from there father but here I am cannot ignore for long.
I lay on back and look at the ceiling and see him still on his phone, the room felt silent only his phone sound could be heard I finally give up " Gussa ho kya mujhe se aap " I ask him pitifully looking at him.
"Tujhe kya lagata hai " Ge says not even looking at me all his attention to his phone, I scoot towards him , try to get his attention feeling jealous of his damn phone, "I m sorry ba baby I just forgot that time meko phele list de deni chaiye thi "
" Ya how you forgot about the tea, then about serving me the chapati and then list goes on I m just tired of your kiddish behavior gungun grow up damnit always behaving like a attention seeker "
He snap back at me I feel offensive about his statement but trying to calm his anger right now I try to move myself up to rest my head on his chest but looking at my intention he pushes me back not in loving mood, it hurts.
" Mummy vaha nahi jati toh pta nahi kya haal hota kitchen ka or unka hath bhi jal gya, I feel so bad bad for her how can you be so careless krana hi kya hota hai tujhe "
He adds to his statement I feel hurt by his ignorance I snap back in the same harsh tone "mummy ka hath jal gya mera bhi toh jal jata hai tb toh nahii dikhta aapko aaj kofte bnate vakt mere ko garam tel ki chote padi dekho I didn't cried like a pussy like your mother "
I said while showing my hand to him but he glare at me with red blood eyes "GUNGUN BE IN YOUR LIMITS SAMAJHI " He warns me while getting up and moving to balcony, I lay there as it is.
Feeling the weightage of my bitter and sharp tongue, I realize I went overboard sighing I get up and move to him, looking at him I stand beside him looking at the moon.
I look at him, he smokes out the air from his mouth frowning I look at him and take his cigarette from his hand and crush it with my foott "kya gandi gandi cheeze krne lage ho aap " He looks at me still angry, he moves his heavy steps towards me I feel my heart in my mouth with fear I move back but got trap between the wall and him he bends down and looks me in the eye more like a glare.
"Aaj ke baad esi harkat mat krna don't ever snatch things from my hand do get it"
He speaks in a deep angry voice making me scared I nod at him.
"Tujh jesi GANDI TENSION aayi na meri zindagi mai toh yeh aadat lag gyi " He speaks while stressing on the words stabbing my heart making me difficult to breathe I look at him with tearful eyes almost my tears slipping from my eyes.
He moves away from me not giving a second look leaving me in barren state, I feel bad and insecure of his words that etched in my heart. sometimes he can be very bitter but I know he doesn't mean it, it's just anger.
Moving back to the room I lay on my side while he on his, I look at the ceiling to sleep but it was like a chasing dream for me now I want to be in his embrace and want him to pat me till I sleep like he used to.
I look at him who had his back towards me I move to him keeping my legs on his and front press his back I move my fingers on his arm sensually to get his attention, he stiffen on his place for some seconds I smile, I know seduction always work on him.
I rub my face on his back and try to pull him to me but he remain stubborn on his place,
I want his attention I want him to love me I feel sad the entire at his ignorance I can't take no more.
Suddenly I feel a jerk on my body laying on my back I meet with the furious face of my husband he hover on me
" Pagala gyi hai puri hi, sona nahi hai ab tujhe, ab kahi dard nahi hora tujhe huh"
He shouts at me making my eyes go numb with tears I look in his angry eyes with a blurry vision.
"Fir rona dhona chalu kr dia tune, doo bacho ki maa hai gungun Tu
Look at yourself kuch sharam nahi hai tujhme always acting like a bitch in heat ready for sex 24/7
I am just done with you, na exercise na kuch krna always eating and complaining kya ho gya hai tujhe I feel so disgusted with you sometimes
Looking like a pig, smelling like a pig now you started behaving like a pig, chee yaar kisse shadi kra di meri, now I can't divorce you as well because of my kids "
Spitting the venom on my face he gets up and move out while slamming the door, his each word felt like a brutal stab to me my heart squeeze in pain, I curl up in bed and sobs my heart out, am I this irritating now, he always angry on me, even thinking of divorce.
