To change everything. (17-4-24)

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last night, I had a dream that I can't quite remember.
I fell asleep easy; later than normal, plagued by fatigue.
My bones aches and my belly craved to be filled.


As I entered my dream like state, all discomfort ceased my body as the portrait of her filled my vision.
She was kind, soft, her arms waiting for me.
A mother would crave an embrace like hers.
She praised me with soft kisses and her beautiful smile.
She sat beside me as I painted her face, marking every single freckle she had.
She wiped my tears as she whispered words I cannot recall.
Held me until the weight of the world left my heart.


It was when i woke, my breathing lungs filled with tar, gasping for what I felt in this forever sleep.
I found myself cold and plagued.
Shutting my eyes, desperate to go back, to change everything, to never come back to this life.

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