How'd it ended up like this?! A Hazbin hotel oc's backstory

Chapter Seven: Kendall's Nightmare (flashback)

Kendall's POV

(Flashback/dream)

I was outside with my older brother Samual who was the only person in my family who treated me with love and kindness, we've been close longer then I could remember, I loved and looked up to my older brother, I felt happy with him around. But then he looked at me with a sad look on his face. "What's wrong Sammy?" I asked him. "Kendall, there's something I have to tell you, and it's not easy for me to say..." he told me. "What is it?" I asked again. "Kendall, I have cancer" he said. "What?! But why?! You're heathy!" I said loudly in disbelief. "Yes I know but even heathy people get cancer." He said to me. "But you'll be ok right?" I asked him. "I don't know Kendall, I don't know if I can get cured or not, I might not have much time left to live..." he said looking down. "But you can't die, I still need you!" I said trying to hold back my tears. "Please try not to worry about me Little sis, but I'll try to fight this cancer as hard as I can, I'm not going down without a fight" he told me nooking me on my head. I giggled. I was happy to hear him saying he'll keep fighting his disease but almost a year later. He was on a hotel bed, his hair was nearly gone and he lost a lot of weight and looked like he didn't have much time left, I sit down next to him. "Kendall..." Sammy said in a weak voice. "I hope you could forgive me for leaving you so soon..." he said. "Don't say that Sammy! You're going be fine you just need some rest!" I said to him. He smiled at me and he puts his hand on my cheek "Kendall, you're going to do so much in your life, promise me something, promise me you'll live your life and never let anyone tell you otherwise." He told me. I started shedding tears. "I promise Sammy" I said to him. "I love you Little sis..." he told me. "I love you too big bro..." I said back but then felt his hand slowly fall off my cheek. "Sammy?" I asked him. But then I heard the heart rate dropped. "SAMMY!!!" I yelled. "No no no no no please wake up! Wake up! Don't leave me all alone!!! Please..." I begged but it was too late. Sammy was gone. All that was left of him was his lifeless body. I fell down on my knees crying. After that I wake up. It was just a nightmare of the time when my brother left me and went to heaven. I know he was definitely in heaven because he never did any sin in his life. My brother was the only person who kept me on the right path in life and when he died it was like I lost a part of myself too. He was my everything my best friend. After his funeral my parents destroyed everything in the house that had Sammy in it. As if they wanted to forget about him. As if they wanted me to forget about my brother! They even destroyed every gift he ever gave me since I was a child. Those things meant so much to me because Sammy gave them to me. My parents tried to force me to marry some older rich guy but I ended up running away with this girl I was dating named Sabrina who would pressure me into drinking, stealing, and drugs. And I listen to her and did what she told me because, she was all I got left to live for. When I was alive while morening the death of my brother I thought about killing myself but Sabrina convinced me to run away from "home" with her and start a new life with her. I smoked, I drinked, I partied, I stole, and did drugs with Sabrina. I didn't want to at first but Sabrina told me if I didn't she would leave me so I just did what she told me. Sometimes I would break up with Sabrina after we would have a big fight and sleep with other person and take a picture of me and them and sent it to Sabrina just to make her angry and jealous so she'll come crawling back to me. 4 years later after my brother's death I was at a party with Sabrina and some of her delinquent buddies, she gave me a drink and we had a toast. A few moments later I felt sick later I collapsed and died and I got down here in this hellhole. I cried quiet so not to wake the rest of them up. I remembered the promise I made for my brother before he died. That is to "live my life and don't let others tell me otherwise" after everything I did for the last 4 years I knew that I have broken that promise and wonder what my poor dear brother would think of me if he knew what I do or if he saw me now. if I do get redeemed and get to heaven. The first thing I'm going to do is to find my brother, and tell him everything that happened to me after his death and tell him that I'm sorry for not keeping my promise to him...

To be continued...