Changing Destiny

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I am really too deep in love with him. I can't get away with this feeling.

Oh god one thing I forgot i kissed him accidentally but yes. My heart is beating so fast. I am still feeling it on my lips. They are so soft. May be i should talk to him and confess to him.

If he will reject me I will try to get over him. I don't know if i will be able to confess. When I am in front of him just I get lost in him.

Thank God I have trained to contol my emotion, speech and thought. So they won't be showing on my face. Otherwise my face would have been given me away a long time ago.

It not even two days yet since I met him. What I am doing i don't understand. I will be miserable in love my whole life if i didn't confess to him.

I will regret it if I didn't and kshatriya never does things that he will regret. They own very thing they d.

I decided i will talk to him and confess to him. Since I decided I can't get hold him he is always busy or he is with someone. Sometimes I am the busier one.

It's already been three days since that day. I just can't find any time and tomorrow he will be living for dwarika in morning. So i decided that I will talk to him today night.

After dinner I knocked on door of his room. He opened his door. His jewellery is already removed and his angvastra too. He is only in his dhoti. " God shiva what is happening?" I said in my mind.

"I need to talk to you kanha. can I come in?"

"Ofcourse you can. Come in "

I entered his room. I looked around in his room. He left towards the table and signed me to sit. I sat and than he sit afterwards.

" I have something to say to you. You know i told you I went to vrindavan around one year ago. I actually went there to find a girl whom I am in love with from eight years. I fell for her smile. Later i found out that person is boy. This doesn't make me love him less." I looked at him.

"Go on i am listening."

" So I still in love with him. So do you think i should confess to him since I found him."

" I think you should it's not like anybody will have problem. There are many people like that there love is not glorified is songs , poems and stories. It's a natural phenomenon to like someone regardless of anything.

Any way we are kshatriya if we ran away being true to ourselves setting a good example who else will. So you should confess your love." Kanha said.

" So I am going to confess the person I like........"

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