SECOND CHANCE: when destiny decides to change your fate

chapter 1 - Regrets

It was the chilliest day of the season. I wasn't even wearing anything warm and suddenly it started raining, like even natura also making fun of me.
I wasn't thinking straight, I wasn't in a condition to think anything. All I was feeling is pain. I was walking just straight on a road, tears were flowing down to my cheeks non stop. How can be I this unlucky, my biological parents never loved me hell they didn't even cared about me. In there eyes I was nothing more than a failure or a shame on their name. They often told me that they regretted giving birth to me.

My parents loved my elder sister (Anika) very much, she was like a fairy, fairy that once you laid your eyes on her, you wanna be hers, she had that angelic aura but only I knew her true nature. Behind that angelic face she was a pure devil. You must be thinking how I know about all of this, because she was the sole reason of all of my misery, all the pain I have suffered mentally and physically.

I was invisible in everyone's eyes, like I never existed in first place but I was happy being invisible, at least I was living my life simply I was far away from the drama and limelight until my darling sister decided to ruin it.
Why, just because I scored higher than her in exams and my parents were disappointed in her.

She made those school bitches bully me in cruelest ways and converted my life a living hell and I never understood why they all hate me so much what is that I have done so wrong to be treated like a garbage. I somehow managed those nightmare. As if it was not enough she also snatch away the only boy I ever loved in my whole life. Yes it was one sided, I always admired him from afar. I knew someone like him will never be mine. I loved him from high school to university. Rajat Dixit college's most popular boy he was my senior there was one more boy who was even more popular than Rajat. Akshat Mittal but nobody dares to approach him he had that unapproachable aura.

It was the most prestigious school and university of the state and all the richest and influenced people's children were studying here, I was also studying over there with my sister because our parents were loaded even though they didn't cared about me they can't risk there reputation.

I confessed my feelings for him on our graduation day I never expected him to return my feelings but I just wanna confess once, so I won't regret it, but he rejected me by saying that someone like me shouldn't even dream about it, and that he was disgust about it and someone like him only belongs to Anika my sister.

When my sister found about it, she got engaged with Rajat and than they got married. After few months my parents forced me to married one of there business partner son. He was alcoholic and used to beat me and used to say that how he got stuck with me while someone like Rajat got my sister. Not only he was abusive but also cheater who was having affair with his secretary.

I couldn't take it anymore I had nothing with me no family no friends no self respect nothing. I was just crying and walking on a empty and dark road. I was thinking and then suddenly a light reflected on my face when I turned towards it I saw a truck was moving in a very tremendous speed before I could reach it hit me and the next moment I was in the middle of the road.

My whole life replayed in my head and made me remember that what a pathetic life I have lived til now.

So this is how is going to end... hmm,... My life was nothing but full of regrets
, I was never happy not even once, finally it's all ending now all the misery all the pain. I never want to open my eyes again and than everything went blank.