Lovely

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Lovely• Billie Eilish, Khalid

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/ atelophobia/ n. fear of imperfection

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Some time ago:

Jeongin's P.O.V.:

The whispering of people reached his ears, some of them laughing, others complaining while entering the gates of the place where they should have been for the next eight hours.
Well, a normal situation, some can say, but not so normal for Jeongin. Infact the boy was panicking inside, hearing people laugh whenever he passed by made him sick.

'It's fine In, it's completely fine, why would they be laughing at you, they don't even know you exist in the First place. '

But It always went that way, every rumble, every laugh Jeongin thought was for him, and even remembering he wasn't worth the attention, didn't help his anxiety to go away. Nontheless, he went through the gates and then the hallaway, going straight to his locker.

"INNNNIIEEEEEE!!!!!!!!"  Then an australian tornado named Felix crashed onto him, imprisoning him with a lethal hug, both still on the ground.
"HOW ARE YOU LOVEE??!!!" Said the freckled boy getting up from his friend.
" Hi to you too Innie" Said Seungmin.
" H-hi Lixie, hi M-minnie, I'm-I'm fine j-just-  "
Jeongin stopped himself before reveling his thoughts to the other one, not wanting to annoy him or make him sad.
"Just? "
"What where you saying love?"
"J-just....... N-nevermind"
"Innie if something Is wrong you can always count-"

And the blonde boy was stopped by another scream, this time out of disgust and anger.
The trio, as well as all the teens gathered there, turned to see Chenle, the  school's fuckboy, soaked wet and full of colorful glitters.
At the sight everyone bursted out laughing, even Seungmin smiled a little.
"FUCK YOU ALL!!!WHY ARE YOU WATCHING!!! THERE'S NOTHING TO SEE HERE SO PISS OFF!!!" And then he cursed under his breath, knowing well who It was to prank him, but knowing as well that he couldn't do anything about It or Stray Kids will have him as one of their targets.

"Guys let's go to class." Proposed the pupoy like boy.
" NO MATE I'VE GOT MATHS!!!"
"Sucks for you Lix, what do you have Innie?"
"Ummm, w-well, I h-have history" stuttered the youngest, making the other two exchange a worried look.
"Wh- what's wrong?"
" I changed history for avanced phisics...."  Confessed Seungmin, then explaining to the confused boy that Changbin, one member of Straykids, the cruelest prankster, was going to be there, and Jeongin would have to pay attention and keep a low profile not to become their pray.
The now shaking boy felt tears forming in his eyes, and even if he could only pray not to be targeted, he reassured his friends.
"Are you sure you don't want me to accompaing you to class sweets?"
"I- i' ll be fine L-lixie, you g-guys don't worry about m-me, I'm n-not a kid a-anymore."
The three shared a hug before going to different directions.

Jeongin arrived in the classroom with a perfect timing, when all the others students did, hoping the prankster wouldn't notice him among the others.
When the teacher, Mrs. Wang, entered the classroom he was already there.
He was on time, and he was never on time.
Something was going on.
But what could the teacher possibly scold him for?
Being on time at the lesson?
Preoccupied Mrs. Wang took a sit and announced the lesson was going to start.
Everything was going well, everyone payed attention to the lesson, even Changbin, and that's what made everyone think that the lesson was going a bit too well.

8:50

Mrs. Wang was relieved nothing happened during her lesson, although It was really weird, she didn't mind the prankster and satisfied she thought that he was interested in her lesson.
The teacher was going to stand to priperly bid goodbye to her students, but for some unknown reason She couldn't.  She tried again, this time more energic and she succeed, not expecting what happened.
Infact, she got up a little bit too energic, to the point that in the silence filling the room the only sound heard was the tearing of her skirt.
Everybody bursted out laughing.
Embarassed she realised what happened, and as soon as she did, she shouted :
" SEO CHANGBINNNNN!!!! DETENTION FOR YOU!!!!"
The said male abruptaly stopped laughing, becoming serious, and with a knowing smirk he replied:
" Detention? Me? But Mrs. Wang I haven't done anything wrong. Do you even have proof to accuse a student like this? You know I can report you for this right?"
This said the boy took his things and exited the classroom, soon followed by all of his classmates.
Well, all minus one.

"Are-are you al-alright Mrs. Wang?" Jeongin was worried for his teacher, he's never seen her this angry before, so he was hesitant to ask her.
As soon as the woman noticed that It was Jeongin to ask her, all of her anger went away for a tiny bit, and all of the bad worlds she wanted to use to reply completely disappeared in front of the sweet innocent boy, who was gazing at her with nothing but concern.
"I'm fine sweetie, thank you for asking Jeongin, but now go, you don't want to be late to your next period, do you?"
The boy was fast to shake his head as 'no', so he said goodbye to the teacher and he went to the geography lesson.

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Time skip (lunch):

Jeongin was waiting in the queque with Felix to get their choco milk while Seungmin was waiting for them at the table when they heard a girl saying:
" Ewww, look at this pig, I know he's a nerd, but now he even eats like a cow...Sooo disgusting .... Right Binie oppa ?"
The boy she clung to simply nodded, making her satisfied.
" Piss off Sana, will you?"
" Hey look Binie oppa, the other fag Is helping his little pig friend, how sweet..."
Felix was on the verge of throwing the girl a punch but he was stopped by the fox looking boy, sad, head down, and on the verge of tears.
The freckled one took him away to Seungmin, the younger not even aknowledging the fact that he was being dragged away, too busy trying not to cry at the thought of Sana and Soobin being this close and making fun of him.
"O Innie come here"
His friends engulfed him in a bear hug.
" What happened Innie?" Seungmin asked concerned.
"N-nothing"
"THAT MOTHERFUCKER OF S-"
"Shhhhh! Don't shout Lix!" Jeongin put an hand on Felix's mounth, preventing him from shouting any more.
"Mmmmm ofau ofau, fu boo felafbe yys"
(Okay okay, but now release me geez)
This said Jeongin let go of his friend, Who launched himself in a detailed explanation of what happened before.
"Motherfucker" commented Seungmin " but why are you still with him!?"
"H-he loves m-me, I l-love h-him."
"BUT..." Felix lowered his tone remembering what the youngest said "but...Seungmo Is kinda right. That deepshit doesn't deserve you. And that Sana bitch Is always with him.
THERE'S SOMETHING WRONG HERE"
"FE-FELIX!" Jeongin said sternly "I said that we love each other and that's final! "
Later, a bit guilty that he raised his voice at his best friend, he said calmly:
" So-sorry Lixie, b-but can't we j-just move on from t-this?"
"It's alright Innie, we're also sorry for forcing the topic, we're just worried for you. "
"Yes love, we're sorry. Let's change topic."
And that's the way Jeongin passed lunch time, between laughs and jokes with his two best friends, trying not to think about his boyfriend, having a nice time with Sana and his friends, not minding at all the fox like boy.

Author's note:
Idk if you like the story so far since it's just the first chapter, anygays let me know if It was too short.
Thanks to whoever Is reading this story, hope it's not a total failure.
Lots of love

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