All the things you don't expect || JEONGCHAN

Not today

Not today• BTS

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Some time ago:

Chan's P.O.V.:

Chan was sick, so fucking sick of people that continuously challenged his authority within the school's walls, sick of their whispers that followed him wherever he went, sick of the false rumors they spread and sick of the glances everybody reserved him.
Don't misunderstand, he loved being in the role he spent years to be.
He loved being feared and respected, he loved that he could do anything he wanted and he also loved that nobody, absolutely nobody could stop him from doing so.
Just sometimes he wished for someone to see his real self, not the one he built in order to protect himself from people.
That was the sad reality: in order to survive the pray has to become a predator itself.
This was one of the moments.
When he was like this he always went to the music classroom with the two people who knew him better than he knew himself.
To think a prankster like him was himself when he was interacting with music, be It by singing, composing, playing an instrument or simply listening to his favourites artists.
Funny isn't It?
But sometimes reality Is.
It was a pity to know that the only thing to keep him safe was now taken away from him: people really had to ruin everything.
And now Chan, being beyond angry because some girls decided to invade his personal space wanting to have a chanche with him, he was walking furiously to the rooftop, the only place he knew there were no people.
Maybe then he would've been able to share lunch with his friends, being finally free to express his real self.
However, we all have days nothing seems to go in the right direction.
Well, Chan definitely did not expect go open the door and find someone already inside. Great, he cursed under his breath hearing some desperate sobs and little cries.
And when the other boy turned to see who was the someone who interrupted him, he froze, his eyes locking in Chan's.
The eldest could swear he never saw someone so pretty his entire life, moreover while crying.
That boy was like a little fox he thought, maybe 16, his dark bangs looked so soft, his pretty dark eyes now wide open, his rosy cheeks and his pouty lips that Chan swear he could die for.
Chan woke up from his daydreaming about the guy upon hearing another little sob and he honestly wanted nothing else but coo at the other adorable self.
But maybe he shouldn't have gazed so intensely at the boy that was now shaking in fear.
The eldest sighed for being misunderstood again as he thought of something to make him stop tremble.
Naturally It was until the fox feathured boy still shaking, offered him something.
A.... a muffin?
That's it, Chan decided he was going to control his eyesight, he was definitely wrong.
Who in the world could possibly give him a muffin?
Amused, Chan let out a little chuckle, seemingly being misunderstood again, because the boy threw him the muffin and caught the opportunity to run away like his life depended on It, leaving a frozen Chan behind, the muffin smashed on his face.
The poor guy was flabbergasted to say the least, and in a normal situation he would've run after that guy to punish him for messing with the wrong person, but that wasn't a normal situation.
It wasn't normal for him to have his heart beat this loud, or the cheeks so rosy, or again to have the thoughts full of that cute boy.
It wasn't normal for him and Chan knew that.
Chan was aware of having a problem now, but that wasn't the major issue.
To Chan, the real problem was that he didn't know why the boy was crying his heart out, he didn't know how to comfort him and most of all he didn't even know his name.
But he was determined to answer all this questions and then to badly beat up whoever touched the misterious boy, because now, he decided, said boy was under his wing, and Chan will do everything in his power to keep him safe and make him happy.
And by everything he means everything.
Because little did he know that shitty day became one of the importantest in his life.
Now, back to reality, Chan's friends were waiting, and the misterious boy should have to wait, at least for now.
Not today, Chan told himself, not today.