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Pain - 10 (New version...)

Jk is sitting on the same place, he took the cutter to cut himself but stopped because he know if he do any stupid things tae can't bare the pain.... And will die with him also... He need to do something to make tae go away from him by own then he can leave the world happily without getting fear that his love will live his life in this world without him because he know that if he is not anymore in this world than he will also not alive anymore and leave everyone without thinking twice...

kookiee thinking hard for any solution to make tae hate him... But little bit he know that tae will never leave him if he kill him also...  After long hours of thinking jk come into conclusion, he gonna hurt namjin, that's the only way he can make tae hate him... He know how much tae love his parents ,yeah he need to be cruel, he first try to drag tae to his dark world but that's the worst thing he had done but he need to release taehyung from his dark world...

He can't stop that happy butterfly, the feeling of letting tae be happy and not be with him is getting strong... And he will do that if he have to give his life than he will do without thinking.... He stood up, his arms are itching and his heart is aching like hell ,he want to hug tae to his embrace,he want to pepper tae with lots of kisses...

But he feared if he see tae again ,he can change his mind and left this world with tae, so he need to be careful.... He know one thing that namjin won't let them meet... But he heard a calling bell,.he know it must be his parents, he is not in his right mind to tolerate them... If they trigger him, then he will burst out and do something he won't like...

So he lay down on the bed before that he took tae's used clothes and hug them tightly, he sniff tae's scent and humm in satisfaction... He can't sleep how can he ?? When his heart is not with him, tears dropping from his eyes, kookiee took the pillow and hide his face into it then started to cry and scream in pain... His mind constantly telling him not to leave tae in this world but his heart deny it saying he need to be happy in this life, as tae is a free bird...

Calling bell sound stopped, kookiee is sniffing and sobbing, his cheeks and nose are very red, his eyes are swollen, his lips are bleeding because he is bitting it constantly. He look like a total mess... Kookiee sit on the bed and took his phone, he got no calls and no messeges...

He know namjin having tae phone.... He went to his gallery and seeing his baby photos with lot of love... He laugh with tears as he started to delete every photos with a trembling hands, whenever he saw the memories he want to took tae with him... He quickly throw the phone on the floor and started to slap himself hardly, his cheeks started to bleed because of the force jk slapping himself... 

Jk:- I can't leave just like that Hyung,I need to make you hate me my sweet tiger.... Shh that's why I didn't let anyone come to my personal space, we can say no one entered but baby your unique and special...

you just broke my space and entered my heart. That's why I can't leave you baby....  ( Little smile ) can I hug you for the last time... Wait baby I will come to you now and hug you tightly. ( Kookiee got up from his place weakly and search for his car keys as he found and came downstairs, he feel suffocated he want to see his baby now...

He opened the door ,to his surprise a person jump on him and smashed his lips on him... Kookiee hold his neck and kiss him back why not it's his husband who is kissing him messily , kookiee can felt how much tae was in pain make his heart bleed in pain...

Tae broke the kiss and try to slap him harshly who hold him tight... But he couldn't able to do that because how can he raise his hand on his loved on whom he love the most... no he didn't get angry on his bun when he treating him badly and left him without caring about his words and how can he hit his love who give him love and this whole world to him...