Royalty| Hyunlix| Minsung

Question of the soul

P.S. I was out, i am sorry! As a sorry i brought a biggest chapter i could have written to you! It's 3000 words long! I will try to post more often now!

The next thing I remember I was standing in the hall in front of my mother his mother and also our brothers they were all looking at us and some of them know the situation so they would consider is it there was something going on between us but none of them dared to talk in front of our moms It was a situation I would never imagine happened and I have never thought what is worse than finding out there is some kind of secret attraction between us or the fact that my parents discovered it all I was happy that my mum didn't want to tell it to our father cause it would be even more catastrophic I said near the window just looking in the garden the white roses were just blooming. They looked so brilliant. The little sparkling dots of water were just making them even more prettier. I said what a free child type of flower it is but how strong and sharp the edges are, some brothers were fighting between each other and it looked like my oldest brother was just insanely sad though he knew his situation. 

He was in love too. I felt that every time he looked at that boy he just lost some part of himself truly I said Demons running away the age of my oldest and my younger brother he was just sitting by my side and holding my hand so tightly as he was sympathising to me I felt so grateful to him, the other voice were just responsive to me. I saw the crown Prince of darkness standing there and trying to explain everything to the mothers but they were just terrified by the outcome we had to be separated but our hearts were on fire. How could we be separated?

-Tt's all my mistake and I'm going to take the fullest responsibility and talk to our father. It's alright, it's okay mum stop screaming, please everything is on me. 

It was Hyunjin talking to the mother who was just blubbering some stuff I had no idea what she was talking about but I saw my mum crying and it felt like it was breaking my heart. I saw my younger brother just holding onto me. He was all upset and Minho more frustrated and rather than he knew what he was going to do and he was just looking at Chan was just wanting to the hardest reality that was and with this whole situation it looked so fucked up. 

I ended up being locked in my room for several days and demons just disappeared back to the world. My mom was holding silence. She didn't want to talk to any of us because she knew how miserable I looked. She what it can do and I knew that it was really risky thing to ask from her so I decided just to appear to my loneliness and staying my days for bed. I saw the older brother coming for me from time to time and he was checking on me but what he could say he was on his own in very limited situation. We just begging our fathers never to discover about that stuff because the judges of the heaven and the Lords of down world would be no mercy to both of us.

I saw my older brother on the terrace. He was standing there all evening long he was looking somewhere into the future though his eyes were completely hopeless. He looked so desperate like he was liking something. I was suspecting. What was the problem but I could never tell him I could never appreciate the pleasure of giving any kind of advice to the older brother because I knew that he would sacrifice every single piece of his soul and body to his kingdom he would die for me my brothers And my family I looked in the garden and saw the younger brother he was talking to Seungmin and he looked so happy those two were definitely had something going on though they had no idea about that. I was so sad and I felt that it was some kind of grief that I should tell to everyone but could I blame myself for my heartbeat. It was just banging every single time in my chest when I looked into his eyes. It was unresponsive something that was too strong that I could control it. I was sad.

Few days have been locked into weeks. I ignored the food even though my mum came several times asking me to take some kind of treatment or fill my body with the necessary nutrients but I was in agony. I was not understanding what type of emotions I was feeling and why I was feeling them though That was leaving in heaven and knew exactly what was going on. He placed mercy on us and let both of us be alive. Why would he against this? And then I had no idea I didn't try to discover the things though I was so helpless and weak that my body was refusing any kind of food anyway I was drinking water that was placed, on the little table by the side of my bed, even though that I had tried to go outside, I was ignoring the rest of the side.