I'm here TOMXJAKE

in front of me

Today I woke up, I looked at Tom getting ready for "my funeral" until when they plan to continue with this joke, it hurts me that he does this to me... I love him, but I hate that he does this to me, sometimes, sometimes I think that we shouldn't be... Alone, I just held on, I held on because he was the only thing I had left...

The only thing I did was watch him, he actually moved some of my things to the attic, I wanted to stop him but I don't want to face him, I'm sure this damn joke will end with me... Is he doing this joke because he doesn't love me?, not anymore Do you feel the same? Could it be that the goal is for me to really think that I died? Doesn't he love me anymore?... If I asked him, he wouldn't answer me. I really miss when I used to be fine with him...

Everything would have been different for me if I hadn't entered the program... Maybe I wouldn't ruin his job... Maybe his life would have been better without me... But... If it weren't for the program I wouldn't be here for a long time. ...

I see Tom leaving, are we going to said funeral yet? -gets into the car-

Tom: what just-, not now -sighs- it's time

Jake: If I'm dead, why are you talking? Are you going crazy? -he says sarcastically-

Tom starts driving, it was a very boring road, no music, no talking, just total silence, right now I would prefer that he pretend to go into dementia because of "my death", this is too uncomfortable

When you arrived at the funeral you saw familiar faces, Ashley, Lake, Gabby, Miriam, Shown, James and Aiden, even Jake's parents were there too.

It is very hypocritical of my parents to come here as if nothing had happened, even though they know that this is false. Tom knows that I don't get along with them, why did he invite them?

After a long mass they started to say words, Ashley seemed too sad... And if... No, no... I'm here, I feel some anger that my grandmother and best friend have joined this stupid joke

When everyone finished telling them the words at the side of the grave, they slowly left flowers and memories of me, although my parents, my peers, didn't leave anything, they didn't say anything, they just used to whisper... They whispered. me, how I was a failure... Shit, why do I worry, I'm not dead

Time passed, one hour, two hours, three, until dawn, everyone had already left, only Tom was still there, crying, lamenting, something that Jake didn't like, he was already tired so he finally decided to approach towards said grave to end this farce

Jake: SHIT TOM, STOP IT, I'M HERE.

Jake was shocked, he couldn't believe what his eyes saw.
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Jake: haha, what a good artillery, very good joke, they can end this now.
/Jake repeated that over and over again, "come out", "what a good joke, I fell flat, you can come out now", he tried to keep smiling, but he was collapsing inside, little by little drops came out of his eyes, one by one one fell
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Tom decided to retire, it was already late, he couldn't stay any longer, "ignoring the sobs of his beloved", that policeman continued forward, without turning to look at him, he was never good at facing things, much less could he face the loss of...

Jake: TOM!  WHERE ARE YOU GOING?!! LOOK AT ME, WHEN THIS FUCKING BRO IS OVER.

Jake, while saying that, for the first time, stood in front of Tom's path, but he couldn't finish his sentence.... Since the one he loved so much crossed him, crossed inside him, it was a strange sensation, at that moment. Jake broke down because he was dead... no one saw him, no one heard him...

Where is the sky and the eternal doom? Why was he still here? Maybe he is condemned to wander aimlessly... Jake had quite a few mixed feelings, the only thing he did was sob, cry without any consolation... Jake approaches To his body that was in that funeral box, I saw each of his wounds...

Jake: I remember... I died... he killed me...

-Hi, it's me-

I've almost achieved that they are on par with the original version of this story haha, and those of the Spanish version are still waiting for the chapter xd