I'm here TOMXJAKE

sorry...

Narrator Jake:

After my funeral days passed, Tom used to cry hugging my sweatshirt... I need to talk to him, I want to talk to him, it hurts to see him like this... I don't want him to cry for me, after all, he was nobody special, I'm just, I'm just trash, like Troy said...

I feel like it's strange to be dead, it's like being there but not being dead, I thought there would be a heaven or some hell, but I just find myself wandering around, or am I neither good enough nor bad enough to go somewhere? After all, I've always felt like I don't belong anywhere...

My thoughts were interrupted by Tom, who apparently was getting ready for work, this time knowing that I am dead, I didn't prepare breakfast for him, I stopped doing many things that I did before, I left my routine, and now that I haven't done anything I I have realized that being dead is extremely boring, although my life was not so different, you could say that I am calmer, I think so...

Cryssain narrator (I mean xD since normal narrative I can't do pure narration with Jake)

A few days passed, which were an eternity for Jake, he used to think whoever was there, why didn't he just disappear? Why didn't he go to heaven or hell? Are there more dead people wandering around so well or was our little blue-haired boy the only one? , it was too much to process, and no question would be answered...

Meanwhile, Tom's life was much heavier, the only thing he could think about was Jake, he had never had that emptiness before...

Tom came home from work, and was going straight to doing his routine... Routine since Jake left, dinner, bathing and crying in his bed and apologizing for everything, apologizing to Jake. ..

Tom: I'm sorry Jake, I should have been better, sorry.

Jake, tired of that routine, finally decided to express himself, so he took a pencil and a piece of paper and turned on the light in the room to try to talk to Tom.

When the lights turned on Tom came out surprised and... Scared, he was sure he didn't have any Alexa at home (I don't know if I can mention it xD, Alexa turns on the light jsjsjs)

The officer got out of bed and watched him write with a pencil... Just...

Tom: what the hell- oh haha ​​James what a good joke, I'm sorry you see me so bulnerab-

Tom stopped his sentence as he approached the note he was writing to himself.
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Jake's Note

First of all, I'm Jake and I recently discovered that I was dead... I know, it's very strange that I'm writing a letter alone because I'm practically no longer here... But if I am, well I don't know how to explain it...

Tom, I'm sorry for everything, it's not your fault at all, the truth is I should never have gotten involved in your life, I should never have gotten into the program, maybe this way I wouldn't ruin everything

Please stop crying for me

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Tom: This is nonsense... But I really want to believe it.

-the policeman sobs while holding said letter-

Tom: Jake, I'm sorry you see me like that, it's not your fault at all, if I, if I had been better, I -

Tom is interrupted by Jake's sudden movement as he grabs the paper to continue writing, of course Tom couldn't see it but I can feel it, this was already clear to him that it wasn't a joke.

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(This is written by Jake)

Tom, rest now, we'll talk tomorrow, please, you need to sleep, it's not that your crying bothers me after all I don't need to sleep, but it hurts me to see you like this

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Tom: okay, okay, I'll sleep... Jake... If you're still here, you can lie down next to me. ..No, you shouldn't do it if you don't want to..

Jake looks at Tom and takes the paper from him, writing an answer.
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Don't worry, I'll do it, rest, I love you... That was too much, sorry, sorry for everything.

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Tom: thanks Jake, and don't apologize, after all it's my fault...

The raven lays on his bed, looking the other way, unable to see his beloved Jake, but he could really feel him, feel like he was really there.

-Hi it's me-

I hope you are looking for them, I don't know very well what the community is like in English but in the community in Spanish we even make jokes or they even scream xd, even in Spanish they said they would open their therapy session xD