I was laying in my bed feeling bad about Cane. I knew I didn't want him to leave but when he constantly brought up Tariq and comparing how I am with Tariq versus with him it makes me not want to say anything. Any time we get into an argument Tariq's name gets involved. Earlier was the first time Tariq wasn't mentioned. He always try to compare himself but I told him all I wanted was him, I'm not asking him to be Tariq. How I came up plays a part in how I act unfortunately. But I always felt silenced growing up so I just didn't say anything and moved at my own beat, if I ain't want to deal with my father or anybody I'll push him away and keep it pushing. I've never ever been in an actual relationship so I think that plays a part as well. I wouldn't even let a guy come close to me and if they did they were lucky but as you can see it didn't go anywhere with Xavier and I lost my virginity to Tariq and that didn't really go anywhere either due to Tariq and I really wished it did. But with cane it did and he was the last person I thought would be it.......I needed to talk to him.
I grabbed my phone from under my pillow and looked at it reading "12:29 A.M". I unlocked my phone and dialed his number placing my phone to my ear as it started dialing. "Hello?" He answered on the fifth ring. "Hello" I responded. "Yeah?" He dryly asked. "Can we uh" I started off "can we meet somewhere?" I asked. "Where?" He asked "Brooklyn bridge park?" I suggested. "Aight I'll be there in a minute" he simply said hanging up before I could even say "Okay". I got out of the bed going to get dressed. Once I was dressed I threw on a pair of ankle chestnut uggs. I took my bonnet off and brushed through my curls before placing some perfume on myself.
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I grabbed my keys , wallet and phone going to my car to meet Cane at Brooklyn Bridge Park.
After about twenty five minutes I made it to Brooklyn bridge park. I parked my car next to Canes as his truck was the only one in the parking lot other than mine. I sat there for a moment thinking to myself then finally got out of the car. As I started making my way towards where he was standing at. He was leaning against the bar that prevented people from going into the water looking down at his phone. I felt my phone vibrate as I looked down at my hand reading a text from him.
