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LOVE POV
I just saw my ex-girlfriend Milk today and saw how happy she was with her new girlfriend after we broke up few years ago, we've been separated because she transferred to another school and because I know I've cheated on her with a guy, I was immature and scared of what the future will hold, my dream is to get married and I've never seen Milk through my future or that's what I've thought because everyday I couldn't forget about her, our happy and painful memories together, I already broke up with the guy a year after I broke up with Milk, I couldn't imagine myself with someone other than her, I focused more in my career as an interior designer and Milk was already a successful engineer, yes we're working together for a huge project, at first I declined the offer but Milk insisted because she said that it will help me through my growth as a designer, she knows how I loved my job and she didn't forget how happy I am to be one of the successful interior designers in Thailand especially in Asia, she even treat me to a dinner after we agreed of working together and how I found out she's getting married next month, I felt something pierce in my heart deep inside, I felt pain and sadness at the same time, I can see through her eyes that she's been very happy like she was together with me before, her eyes never lied when she confessed to me during our college days, she's very sincere and faithful to me and as a fool woman like me never appreciate her because I cheated and that's the biggest mistake and regret I've made in my life. My family who were against us before started to loved and misses her more than I do, she capture my mother's heart when she's pursuing me before, I loved how she held my hand and face my parents with courage but here I am the one who broke her pure heart and my parents got mad at me and I decided to move out from our home and lived in a condominium with my cat I named MiMi, I started anew and never dated anyone after that guy because I'd realized I loved Milk more than anyone else.
MILK POV
We've met again after a few years since we broke up in college, I felt sad and misses her very much but the thing is I'm getting married with June Wanwimol, a very successful architect in Thailand whom I've met in South Korea when I attended a convention with engineers all over the world a few years ago, she's pretty, smart, mature and she likes sweet so much just like Love, they had the same preference that's why I loved her too, she's the first one who confessed to me, it was a love at first sight for her and she's the one who make a move to me that's why I fell for her, Love and her has the same antics that makes them cute. We attended too many K-pop concerts because June loves it very much, I started to like them too because of her and I also love a girl group called aespa because one of the members looks like Love. So, me and my ex, Love started working together with a huge project in Asia, it was June's idea to let me and her worked together so we can learn at the same time, June wants me to grow as an engineer since my usual projects are in Thailand only so she wants me to do projects internationally so I invited Love in a dinner to discussed the project with her and all I can feel was sadness unlike when I'm with June, I felt alive and happy again at the same time, so marrying her will be one of my fulfillment of having my own family that I dream with Love before, I can see Love's eyes staring lovingly at me but I ignore it, I couldn't afford to have my heart broke again and loving June was the best decision I've made after I got depression after my break up with Love, I'm going through alot before I've met the love of my life, June and I have no heart to hurt her.
"I love you Love but unlike before, I can only be your friend but not to be a lover again." I told her after our dinner because I don't want her to expect more from me because I'm already getting married. She admitted that she's single and broke up with the guy whom I hated so much but it's already bygone.
"Can I hold your hand again?" Love said to me, her voice cracked and I can tell that she's holding herself to cry infront of me but I let her so we're holding hands for a very long time, I can't remember how soft her hand was and how gentle I am to her when we're still together. She feel my hands to her cheeks before I saw her cried and it made my heart broke seeing my greatest love in pain but I couldn't do anything other than holding her in my arms and let her tears pour together with our longing hearts as a friend and as someone whose missing for so long.
"I'm sorry." We've said at the same time but in different intensity, she regret and I felt sorry for her.
"If you can attend in my wedding, I will appreciate it very much, Love." I felt her hands tighten her grip through my arms as she cried in my shoulder. She's still like a baby to me, I'll be gentle on her for the last time and after we finish this project there will be no another one because I respect June so much.
"I still love you, Milk but I know you can't love me the same anymore." She's right through her words because I had no intention to cheat with June because the girl I had now was very special and can't afford to hurt her.
"I'm sorry but all I can give to you is friendship only." I confessed and it makes her more hurt but she step aback from me and smile sadly as we continued our discussions. She's still pretty and no doubt that she can get another lover aside from me.
"Let's move to our discussion and I'm sorry that I forgot to introduce myself Ms. Limpatiyakorn. I'm Milk Pansa Vosbein, the head engineer for this project. Nice to meet you." I said professionally as I offer my hand to her seeing her small smile while she accept my hand she also introduce herself too.
"I'm Love Pattranite Limpatiyakorn, the head designer." We shook hands and signed the deal as she gave me her contact and save it as Ms. Limpatiyakorn only in my phone before we parted ways to go home. We bod goodbye and offer her a ride but she declined and told me that she's waiting for her friend View, her bestfriend and I know her too.
Love's contact: My Forever Love 💚
THE END.
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