ɪғ ʏᴏᴜ ᴏɴʟʏ ᴋɴᴇᴡ ~ ᴀʟᴇxᴀɴᴅᴇʀ sᴛᴇᴡᴀʀᴛ
ɪ'ᴠᴇ ʙᴇᴇɴ ᴛʀʏɪɴ' sᴏ ʜᴀʀᴅ ᴛᴏ sᴜʀᴠɪᴠᴇ sᴏᴍᴇᴛɪᴍᴇs ɪ ᴛʜɪɴᴋ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ɪ ᴡᴀɴɴᴀ ᴅɪᴇ ɪ ғᴇᴇʟ sᴏ ғᴜᴄᴋɪɴɢ ɢᴜɪʟᴛʏ 'ᴄᴀᴜsᴇ ɢᴏᴅ, ɪ'ᴍ sᴏ ʟᴜᴄᴋʏ ᴛᴏ ʟɪᴠᴇ ᴍʏ ʟɪғᴇ sᴏ ɪ ᴋᴇᴇᴘ ᴀʟʟ ᴛʜᴇ ᴘᴀɪɴ ᴛᴏ ᴍʏsᴇʟғ ʟᴏsɪɴ' ғᴀɪᴛʜ, ʙᴜᴛ ɴᴏʙᴏᴅʏ ᴄᴀɴ ᴛᴇʟʟ ᴍᴏᴍ, ɪ ᴅᴏɴ'ᴛ ᴡᴀɴᴛ ʏᴏᴜ ᴡᴏʀʀɪᴇᴅ 'ᴄᴀᴜsᴇ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ᴡᴏᴜʟᴅ ᴊᴜsᴛ ʜᴜʀᴛ ᴍᴇ sᴏ ɪ ᴘʀᴇᴛᴇɴᴅ ɪ'ᴍ ғɪɴᴇ ɪғ ʏᴏᴜ ᴏɴʟʏ ᴋɴᴇᴡ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴍʏ ᴍɪɴᴅ ɪs ᴛᴇʟʟɪɴ' ᴍᴇ ɪ sʜᴏᴜʟᴅ ᴅᴏ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ɪ'ᴍ ᴅʀᴜɴᴋ ᴀɴᴅ ᴀʟʟ ᴀʟᴏɴᴇ ɪɴ ᴍʏ ʀᴏᴏᴍ ʜᴇʀᴇ ᴛᴏɴɪɢʜᴛ ɪ'ᴍ ᴛᴏᴏ sᴀᴅ ᴛᴏ ᴄʀʏ, ɪᴛ's ᴛʀᴜᴇ, ᴏʜ ɪғ ʏᴏᴜ ᴏɴʟʏ ᴋɴᴇᴡ ᴀʟʟ ᴛʜᴇ sʜɪᴛ ᴍʏ ʙʀᴀɪɴ ɪs ᴘᴜᴛᴛɪɴ' ᴍᴇ ᴛʜʀᴏᴜɢʜ ʏᴏᴜ'ᴅ ᴄᴏᴍᴇ ʀᴜɴɴɪɴ' ᴏᴠᴇʀ sᴛʀᴀɪɢʜᴛ ᴛᴏ ᴍʏ ʀᴏᴏᴍ ʜᴇʀᴇ ᴛᴏɴɪɢʜᴛ ɪ'ᴍ sᴏʀʀʏ, ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ɴᴇᴇᴅ ʏᴏᴜ, ᴏʜ ɪғ ʏᴏᴜ ᴏɴʟʏ ᴋɴᴇᴡ ɪ ᴡɪsʜ ɪ ᴡᴀs sᴏᴍᴇʙᴏᴅʏ ᴇʟsᴇ ɪ'ᴍ ᴄᴏɴsᴛᴀɴᴛʟʏ ᴏᴠᴇʀᴡʜᴇʟᴍᴇᴅ ɴᴏᴡ ɪ'ᴍ ғᴀʟʟɪɴɢ ᴀɢᴀɪɴ, ɢᴇᴛᴛɪɴ' ᴅʀᴜɴᴋ ᴡɪᴛʜ sᴏᴍᴇ ғʀɪᴇɴᴅs ɪᴛ's ᴀ sɪʟᴇɴᴛ ᴄʀʏ ғᴏʀ ʜᴇʟᴘ ɪ ᴡᴀɴɴᴀ ɢᴇᴛ ʙᴇᴛᴛᴇʀ, ɪ ᴡᴀɴᴛ ʏᴏᴜ ᴛᴏ ᴋɴᴏᴡ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ɪ ᴄᴀɴ'ᴛ ᴅᴏ ᴛʜɪs ᴏɴ ᴍʏ ᴏᴡɴ ɪғ ʏᴏᴜ ᴏɴʟʏ ᴋɴᴇᴡ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴍʏ ᴍɪɴᴅ ɪs ᴛᴇʟʟɪɴ' ᴍᴇ ɪ sʜᴏᴜʟᴅ ᴅᴏ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ɪ'ᴍ ᴅʀᴜɴᴋ ᴀɴᴅ ᴀʟʟ ᴀʟᴏɴᴇ ɪɴ ᴍʏ ʀᴏᴏᴍ ʜᴇʀᴇ ᴛᴏɴɪɢʜᴛ ɪ'ᴍ ᴛᴏᴏ sᴀᴅ ᴛᴏ ᴄʀʏ, ɪᴛ's ᴛʀᴜᴇ, ᴏʜ ɪғ ʏᴏᴜ ᴏɴʟʏ ᴋɴᴇᴡ ᴀʟʟ ᴛʜᴇ sʜɪᴛ ᴍʏ ʙʀᴀɪɴ ɪs ᴘᴜᴛᴛɪɴ' ᴍᴇ ᴛʜʀᴏᴜɢʜ ʏᴏᴜ'ᴅ ᴄᴏᴍᴇ ʀᴜɴɴɪɴ' ᴏᴠᴇʀ sᴛʀᴀɪɢʜᴛ ᴛᴏ ᴍʏ ʀᴏᴏᴍ ʜᴇʀᴇ ᴛᴏɴɪɢʜᴛ ɪ'ᴍ sᴏʀʀʏ, ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ɴᴇᴇᴅ ʏᴏᴜ, ᴏʜ ᴛᴀᴋᴇ ᴍᴇ ᴏᴜᴛᴛᴀ ᴛʜɪs ʜᴇʟʟ ᴏʜ, sᴏᴍᴇʙᴏᴅʏ ʜᴇʟᴘ ᴛᴀᴋᴇ ᴍᴇ ᴏᴜᴛᴛᴀ ᴛʜɪs ʜᴇʟʟ ᴏʜ, ɪ'ᴍ ɴᴏᴛ ᴍʏsᴇʟғ ɪ ᴡᴀɴɴᴀ ᴛᴇʟʟ ʏᴏᴜ ᴡʜᴀᴛ ᴍʏ ᴍɪɴᴅ ɪs ᴛᴇʟʟɪɴ' ᴍᴇ ɪ sʜᴏᴜʟᴅ ᴅᴏ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ɪ'ᴍ ᴅʀᴜɴᴋ ᴀɴᴅ ᴀʟʟ ᴀʟᴏɴᴇ ɪɴ ᴍʏ ʀᴏᴏᴍ ʜᴇʀᴇ ᴛᴏɴɪɢʜᴛ ɪ'ᴍ ᴛᴏᴏ sᴀᴅ ᴛᴏ ᴄʀʏ, ʙᴜᴛ ɪ ᴡᴀɴᴛ ᴛᴏ ᴏʜ, ɪғ ʏᴏᴜ ᴏɴʟʏ ᴋɴᴇᴡ
Feel like this all the time...
Maybe that describes it... best...
To be honest, I don't know what else I can do to make everything right.
'ɪ'ᴠᴇ ʙᴇᴇɴ ᴛʀʏɪɴ' sᴏ ʜᴀʀᴅ ᴛᴏ sᴜʀᴠɪᴠᴇ ' and that for so long...
'sᴏᴍᴇᴛɪᴍᴇs ɪ ᴛʜɪɴᴋ ᴛʜᴀᴛ ɪ ᴡᴀɴɴᴀ ᴅɪᴇ' ...
'ɪғ ʏᴏᴜ ᴏɴʟʏ ᴋɴᴇᴡ ᴀʟʟ ᴛʜᴇ sʜɪᴛ ᴍʏ ʙʀᴀɪɴ ɪs ᴘᴜᴛᴛɪɴ' ᴍᴇ ᴛʜʀᴏᴜɢʜ' like... Can't the voices leave me alone?
What... What did I do wrong?
Nevermind...
~Seungwoon<3
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PoetryThoughts that cross my mind every day. TW! 'Read at your own risk' If you can't handle things like this, please don't read.
